Though many things took place today I think the title above is the most important thing. When we arrived Kallie was the only child in SS but Kim held the full program for her which was very sweet of her to do. I played the piano and Kallie had a great time. Keanna was delighted that Sylvia was back and had a great time getting to be Esther today.
After SS we picked up some happy meals at McDonalds and drove back to Disco Bay to pick up a late rising Marilyn. Then we drove the levee road to Stockton where we met Bob and Carrol at the Garden. What a great time we had as we celebrated Carrols new mobility and got to see their new car. The food was great as always.
We stopped by the house coming back and packed all their things and then I delivered them to their dad. they were so glad to get home but were welcome guests at Pappa's house.
This evening we drove to Santa Clara where Kaylee is taking part in a Junior Miss Contest. This evening they introduced themselves and there were about 100 of them doing so. She did fine. Tomorrow evening is the big final event and as of this moment I'm not sure we'll make it back or not, long way and get home very late.
I'm so thankful that my belief system has the Sabbath at its core, a time to change gears and consider family, God's guidance and a day without concern or worry and 2 checks just happened to arrive in the mail today. I'm getting much closer to being able to make two house payments, wouldn't that be a blessing.
Sending love to all,
Tim
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
Kallie and Keanna are asleep I hope
Dear Family and Friends,
This afternoon Steve dropped Kallie and Keanna off and we began the official sleepover. The last time I checked they were still awake, the two of them in one room enjoying the new adventure.
This morning the first thing I did was put their little room AC in so they would be cool tonight and they are comfortable.
Today the renters of the motorhome who are going to Burning Man came to get a feel for the motorhome they will be renting the end of August. They brought a check for the rental which was a blessing. They turned out to be incredible people, sharp, intelligent, kind and gracious.
At 1:15 I got to go down and walk through Kallie's new class room and meet people at her Christian day camp. They are great people and that was a fun experience. Later in the day STeve and Keanna went for a walk through at her school and discovered that she got the teacher she was hoping for so everyone was happy. She and Steve went to see the new Smurf movie this morning which they enjoyed a lot.
This weekend Nikki is with girl friends at the coast. The girls are having a very hard time going to sleep tonight. I just checked on them and at 11:20 they are still awake. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day. I don't think we'll put them both in the same room again, just to much chance to play and have fun!
We are meeting Bob and Carrol tomorrow for lunch at the Garden which will be great. Its been awhile since they saw Marilyn and Carrol is doing very well on her path of recovery.
Sending love to all,
Now I'll try to get some sleep
Tim
This afternoon Steve dropped Kallie and Keanna off and we began the official sleepover. The last time I checked they were still awake, the two of them in one room enjoying the new adventure.
This morning the first thing I did was put their little room AC in so they would be cool tonight and they are comfortable.
Today the renters of the motorhome who are going to Burning Man came to get a feel for the motorhome they will be renting the end of August. They brought a check for the rental which was a blessing. They turned out to be incredible people, sharp, intelligent, kind and gracious.
At 1:15 I got to go down and walk through Kallie's new class room and meet people at her Christian day camp. They are great people and that was a fun experience. Later in the day STeve and Keanna went for a walk through at her school and discovered that she got the teacher she was hoping for so everyone was happy. She and Steve went to see the new Smurf movie this morning which they enjoyed a lot.
This weekend Nikki is with girl friends at the coast. The girls are having a very hard time going to sleep tonight. I just checked on them and at 11:20 they are still awake. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day. I don't think we'll put them both in the same room again, just to much chance to play and have fun!
We are meeting Bob and Carrol tomorrow for lunch at the Garden which will be great. Its been awhile since they saw Marilyn and Carrol is doing very well on her path of recovery.
Sending love to all,
Now I'll try to get some sleep
Tim
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Strawberries and Ice Cream
Good evening,
Today the temperature warmed a bit and as the bug has tires that I now deem unsafe we used the Civic a car that I prefer to save for the future.
We drove to Antioch where we let Lois off at Kaiser for a much needed doctor appointment and started to drive out but she quickly discovered her doctor was elsewhere and she had no appointment after all. She was very disappointed as she had hoped for some relief for her shoulder. So we picker her up and she came on the appraisal with us.
The home was large and at one time had been perfect but now after a bank foreclosure it was not so sharp. The pool was green, the spa empty, the pool controls were gone as was the front gate and some of the cabinet doors in the kitchen. All in all though it was a very nice home located on a court with 5 bedrooms and a huge family room. Once we were completed inspecting then we drove the comps.
Lunch was at CostCo where the ladies had a hot dog and drink combo for $1.50 and I settled with a piece of pizza. Then we visited Toys R Us and eventually headed home. I've been searching for used tires for the bug but so far they are not to be found. New ones will be about $350 for all four.
Tomorrow Kallie and Keanna get to learn all about their new classrooms for the school year. I'm going to do the walk through with Kallie at 12:30 and Steve will handle the walk through with Keanna at 3:30. Then in the evening the girls are coming to stay the night with us and in the morning we will go to Sabbath School. We are joining Bob and Carrol for lunch at the Garden in Stockton and then coming back home for a bit before the girls go back home to Steves mid afternoon. That evening we are driving to Santa Clara to join Jerry and Donna for dinner. They are in the area because their granddaughter is involved in a beauty contest in the Santa Clara area for the weekend. Fun stuff for everyone. Monday morning they will drive back to Weed, a long drive of about 6 hours.
Tomorrow at 11 some guys are coming to check out the motorhome, they are taking it to Burning Man at the end of August. Then on Sunday a family comes to pick up the coach for a three week trip to Yellowstone. I believe it is as ready as I can make it, oil change, new tires, step now works etc.
This evening we decided that the strawberries would taste better with a touch of vanilla ice cream so I made the trek to Safeway and found some low fat ice cream that tasted pretty good. Of course now I'm coughing up a storm but I could be doing that with just drinking water.
So I wish all of you a pleasant evening,
Love
tim
Today the temperature warmed a bit and as the bug has tires that I now deem unsafe we used the Civic a car that I prefer to save for the future.
We drove to Antioch where we let Lois off at Kaiser for a much needed doctor appointment and started to drive out but she quickly discovered her doctor was elsewhere and she had no appointment after all. She was very disappointed as she had hoped for some relief for her shoulder. So we picker her up and she came on the appraisal with us.
The home was large and at one time had been perfect but now after a bank foreclosure it was not so sharp. The pool was green, the spa empty, the pool controls were gone as was the front gate and some of the cabinet doors in the kitchen. All in all though it was a very nice home located on a court with 5 bedrooms and a huge family room. Once we were completed inspecting then we drove the comps.
Lunch was at CostCo where the ladies had a hot dog and drink combo for $1.50 and I settled with a piece of pizza. Then we visited Toys R Us and eventually headed home. I've been searching for used tires for the bug but so far they are not to be found. New ones will be about $350 for all four.
Tomorrow Kallie and Keanna get to learn all about their new classrooms for the school year. I'm going to do the walk through with Kallie at 12:30 and Steve will handle the walk through with Keanna at 3:30. Then in the evening the girls are coming to stay the night with us and in the morning we will go to Sabbath School. We are joining Bob and Carrol for lunch at the Garden in Stockton and then coming back home for a bit before the girls go back home to Steves mid afternoon. That evening we are driving to Santa Clara to join Jerry and Donna for dinner. They are in the area because their granddaughter is involved in a beauty contest in the Santa Clara area for the weekend. Fun stuff for everyone. Monday morning they will drive back to Weed, a long drive of about 6 hours.
Tomorrow at 11 some guys are coming to check out the motorhome, they are taking it to Burning Man at the end of August. Then on Sunday a family comes to pick up the coach for a three week trip to Yellowstone. I believe it is as ready as I can make it, oil change, new tires, step now works etc.
This evening we decided that the strawberries would taste better with a touch of vanilla ice cream so I made the trek to Safeway and found some low fat ice cream that tasted pretty good. Of course now I'm coughing up a storm but I could be doing that with just drinking water.
So I wish all of you a pleasant evening,
Love
tim
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Family Kindness
Dear Family and Friends,
You know the day is good when you get to have a good conversation with both your son and daughter in the same day. They are busy running their lives and I sure appreciate getting to catch up with a bit of their whirlwind activities.
Today's accomplishment is covered with grease and road dirt, that is the step that Ray pulled off the motorhome yesterday is now back on and working. This afternoon I took a heavy hammer, looked closely at the moving parts that were bent and started hitting them hard with the hammer, gradually they bent back into alignment, then I took a Qtip and applied a heavy layer of grease to all the moving parts. Finally it began to move smoothly on the garage floor so later I decided to bolt it back on, that was no easy task but with the help of a car jack and a tool Ray created to reach way into the back to hold a bolt head I was able to get it back on, then I hooked up the wires and when I touched the ground wire it almost ran over me. Thrilled that it would work I assembled the rest and Ray came then to open and close the door. The step behaved perfectly each time. You see its a power step and when the door opens a magnet opens and activates the step which then moves out from under the motorhome to help a person step in. When the door closes again the step closes back under the motorhome. Without it there is a very large step into and out of the motorhome and it is unsafe and a bother. Now lets just hope it works every time.
This morning I rolled out early, did 15 minutes on the tredmill, showered and raced to Pittsburg where I purchased the 4 back tires for the motorhome. The guys did a great job and had me use the back lifters which are a part of the motorhome to raise it for their work. Now I think it is safe to send the family to Yellowstone for the next three weeks.
I had intended to see a home in Antioch today but did not make it so I guess I'll do it in the morning. Its the last order I have to see and I want to get it done and back to them quickly, in hopes that might spring other work loose.
Our weather has crept up to a warmer level once again and with it the AC is running more. We try to keep it high at 78 so it does not run much. But I see the next bill is $300 instead of the $128 that is due right now. I still don't see the way to make the house payment but I've not given up either.
So sending love to all,
Tim
ps thanks Jason and Nikki for keeping me in your loop, I appreciate it so much.
You know the day is good when you get to have a good conversation with both your son and daughter in the same day. They are busy running their lives and I sure appreciate getting to catch up with a bit of their whirlwind activities.
Today's accomplishment is covered with grease and road dirt, that is the step that Ray pulled off the motorhome yesterday is now back on and working. This afternoon I took a heavy hammer, looked closely at the moving parts that were bent and started hitting them hard with the hammer, gradually they bent back into alignment, then I took a Qtip and applied a heavy layer of grease to all the moving parts. Finally it began to move smoothly on the garage floor so later I decided to bolt it back on, that was no easy task but with the help of a car jack and a tool Ray created to reach way into the back to hold a bolt head I was able to get it back on, then I hooked up the wires and when I touched the ground wire it almost ran over me. Thrilled that it would work I assembled the rest and Ray came then to open and close the door. The step behaved perfectly each time. You see its a power step and when the door opens a magnet opens and activates the step which then moves out from under the motorhome to help a person step in. When the door closes again the step closes back under the motorhome. Without it there is a very large step into and out of the motorhome and it is unsafe and a bother. Now lets just hope it works every time.
This morning I rolled out early, did 15 minutes on the tredmill, showered and raced to Pittsburg where I purchased the 4 back tires for the motorhome. The guys did a great job and had me use the back lifters which are a part of the motorhome to raise it for their work. Now I think it is safe to send the family to Yellowstone for the next three weeks.
I had intended to see a home in Antioch today but did not make it so I guess I'll do it in the morning. Its the last order I have to see and I want to get it done and back to them quickly, in hopes that might spring other work loose.
Our weather has crept up to a warmer level once again and with it the AC is running more. We try to keep it high at 78 so it does not run much. But I see the next bill is $300 instead of the $128 that is due right now. I still don't see the way to make the house payment but I've not given up either.
So sending love to all,
Tim
ps thanks Jason and Nikki for keeping me in your loop, I appreciate it so much.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Kindness really makes life worth living
Good evening
You never really know when you are going to be surprised by kindness, a smile, a nod of the head, a gracious action. Too many times we get so wrapped up in doing, going, succeeding, controlling, teaching etc that we forget to just be kind. It has been said that as people grow older the dominate thing about their life becomes even more so. Do you think that is true? Perhaps it is.
In my work I meet people nearly every day, people I've never met before and probably will not see again. Frankly I try to make a good impression on them, for my sake, for the lenders sake that hired me and to help them relax as I examine their closets, their bathrooms, their bedrooms, all is laid bare as I look closely at their private world. So I try to warm them up, those are my words, you know, help them relax, comment on grandchildren, artwork, remodeling, a car in the garage, something to break the ice and help them relax for the process. I'm not pulling teeth but some people see it that way I'm sure.
I've just finished an appraisal for a lady in San Jose and she was one I could not win over no matter how hard I tried. Perhaps it was the three children that she has already buried that turned her world a bit cold but she was so afraid that I would not like her home and find a value that would help her, her fear was apparent the whole time I was there. Yet her home was very nice, filled with pre garage stuff but still nice in spite of a doll over population!
Could the Lord have the same problem? Are there people that He just can't win over no matter what He does or helps with?
Today has been good, saw a house this morning in Oakley, came home and wrote it up and shipped it out, same day service! This evening I've tackled another one that I just emailed out. Orders only seem to come in one at a time right now but I do have one for tomorrow after I get the new tires for the motorhome. That will be first thing in the morning. One wonders if its wise to spend the money but how can I send a family to Yellowstone on 10 year old tires? I mean really!
Well sending best wishes to all and lets all give kindness a bigger place in our lives. Tonight I'm thankful that my long time friend Sylvia has returned from Mexico with no bullet holes and with happy stories to tell of her mission adventure. She is very happy to be home at last and the world can rest easier that Sylvia is nearby.
Love to all
Tim
You never really know when you are going to be surprised by kindness, a smile, a nod of the head, a gracious action. Too many times we get so wrapped up in doing, going, succeeding, controlling, teaching etc that we forget to just be kind. It has been said that as people grow older the dominate thing about their life becomes even more so. Do you think that is true? Perhaps it is.
In my work I meet people nearly every day, people I've never met before and probably will not see again. Frankly I try to make a good impression on them, for my sake, for the lenders sake that hired me and to help them relax as I examine their closets, their bathrooms, their bedrooms, all is laid bare as I look closely at their private world. So I try to warm them up, those are my words, you know, help them relax, comment on grandchildren, artwork, remodeling, a car in the garage, something to break the ice and help them relax for the process. I'm not pulling teeth but some people see it that way I'm sure.
I've just finished an appraisal for a lady in San Jose and she was one I could not win over no matter how hard I tried. Perhaps it was the three children that she has already buried that turned her world a bit cold but she was so afraid that I would not like her home and find a value that would help her, her fear was apparent the whole time I was there. Yet her home was very nice, filled with pre garage stuff but still nice in spite of a doll over population!
Could the Lord have the same problem? Are there people that He just can't win over no matter what He does or helps with?
Today has been good, saw a house this morning in Oakley, came home and wrote it up and shipped it out, same day service! This evening I've tackled another one that I just emailed out. Orders only seem to come in one at a time right now but I do have one for tomorrow after I get the new tires for the motorhome. That will be first thing in the morning. One wonders if its wise to spend the money but how can I send a family to Yellowstone on 10 year old tires? I mean really!
Well sending best wishes to all and lets all give kindness a bigger place in our lives. Tonight I'm thankful that my long time friend Sylvia has returned from Mexico with no bullet holes and with happy stories to tell of her mission adventure. She is very happy to be home at last and the world can rest easier that Sylvia is nearby.
Love to all
Tim
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Nice
Dear Family and Friends,
This has been a laid back day. Up this morning to sip mocha and finish an appraisal, then grocery shopping and make a very exciting deposit, then move next door for the afternoon as we celebrated Ray's birthday. His son and family were on their way from Sacramento when tire blew out so they could not make it, Jen and her two precious children came from across the lake by boat and we all went for a cruise around the lake at times with the children piloting the boat. It was great fun.
This evening Ray did the BBQ and the food was excellent. We enjoyed the warm breezes as we sat for hours on the back deck and chatted and munched on snacks.
And so the new week arrives and I'm not quite ready for it but its coming anyway. I've been paying the most vital of bills and trying to figure out how to move forward the best way. In the morning I have to race to Brentwood, do an inspection, come back home and write up the report and get it out tomorrow, that will be an interesting challenge.
As you face your week it is my hope that there will be spots of joy, meaning, success and progress.
Sending love to all,
Tim
This has been a laid back day. Up this morning to sip mocha and finish an appraisal, then grocery shopping and make a very exciting deposit, then move next door for the afternoon as we celebrated Ray's birthday. His son and family were on their way from Sacramento when tire blew out so they could not make it, Jen and her two precious children came from across the lake by boat and we all went for a cruise around the lake at times with the children piloting the boat. It was great fun.
This evening Ray did the BBQ and the food was excellent. We enjoyed the warm breezes as we sat for hours on the back deck and chatted and munched on snacks.
And so the new week arrives and I'm not quite ready for it but its coming anyway. I've been paying the most vital of bills and trying to figure out how to move forward the best way. In the morning I have to race to Brentwood, do an inspection, come back home and write up the report and get it out tomorrow, that will be an interesting challenge.
As you face your week it is my hope that there will be spots of joy, meaning, success and progress.
Sending love to all,
Tim
Saturday, July 23, 2011
A Family Day to Remember
Dear Ones,
We are just back from a delightful day at MBA with family. Julie is here from Denver and is the kiddos grandmother, Marilyn is here from Rhode Island and has known and cared for Nikki and Jason when they were little. Nikki drove the van down this morning and we first checked out otters, dolphins and the beautiful ocean from Santa Cruz. Then we drove to Jason and Jo's home and after spending time sharing gifts for Timothy's birthday and assembling his Cars 2 racetrack that Nikki and girls brought him we headed to the beach. what a great time the kiddos had playing in the sand, the surf, building sand castles, flying Jason's kite and enjoying each other. The kids play well together and they wore themselves out. Finally at 5 we went back to the house and decided to eat at Marie Calendars at the mall. Upon arriving we found it out of business, shocked we retreated to Chilli's where the wait was an hour so we found Fresh Choice and all had a very good meal together. Then we parted and headed home. Nikki piloted the van home is less than 2 hours.
The weather there was so nice, 70 degrees, light wind, high fog, just perfect.
God has blessed us with a marvelous day in every way. How I love this family that God has blessed us all with.
I've included some photos for you to catch a flavor or our enjoyable time.
Love to all
Tim
ps checks finally arrived, three of them and my heart is deeply grateful.
We are just back from a delightful day at MBA with family. Julie is here from Denver and is the kiddos grandmother, Marilyn is here from Rhode Island and has known and cared for Nikki and Jason when they were little. Nikki drove the van down this morning and we first checked out otters, dolphins and the beautiful ocean from Santa Cruz. Then we drove to Jason and Jo's home and after spending time sharing gifts for Timothy's birthday and assembling his Cars 2 racetrack that Nikki and girls brought him we headed to the beach. what a great time the kiddos had playing in the sand, the surf, building sand castles, flying Jason's kite and enjoying each other. The kids play well together and they wore themselves out. Finally at 5 we went back to the house and decided to eat at Marie Calendars at the mall. Upon arriving we found it out of business, shocked we retreated to Chilli's where the wait was an hour so we found Fresh Choice and all had a very good meal together. Then we parted and headed home. Nikki piloted the van home is less than 2 hours.
The weather there was so nice, 70 degrees, light wind, high fog, just perfect.
God has blessed us with a marvelous day in every way. How I love this family that God has blessed us all with.
I've included some photos for you to catch a flavor or our enjoyable time.
Love to all
Tim
ps checks finally arrived, three of them and my heart is deeply grateful.
Friday, July 22, 2011
Marilyn arrives
Good evening
We are just back from an eventful day. I left this morning after washing the bug to drive to the airport where I met Marilyn. We then drove to San Jose where I found a shade tree to park under, Marilyn read her kindle and I did the appraisal work. Then we drove on to Monterey Bay Academy where we were in time to witness a dedication service for Mia. It was a very simple and wonderful event to witness and Pastor Brian did a good job. Mia was happy and contented and as Timothy and the rest of us looked on Mia was dedicated to Jesus.
Afterwards we gathered at their home to enjoy a delicious supper with all kinds of goodies to enjoy. Jo's mom Julie was here to visit and it was good to catch up with her as well. Timothy enjoyed his birthday cars and game and Mia enjoyed her new toy to play with when she crawls.
We left to drive home around 8 and arrived home without mishap about 10. We found the house hot and since I've not installed the little wall AC in Marilyn's room yet we have a fan bringing in cool air at the moment.
In the morning we'll meet Nikki and the girls and drive back to Jason and Jo's for the day with time at the beach and the cousins can play and enjoy.
Having family and friends around is so enjoyable, of course no money in the mail today but that is agiven, they don't deliver money here any more!!
Have a blessed evening and weekend. Love and appreciate the one you are with, its a great honor to be loved by someone, treasure it.
Love
tim
We are just back from an eventful day. I left this morning after washing the bug to drive to the airport where I met Marilyn. We then drove to San Jose where I found a shade tree to park under, Marilyn read her kindle and I did the appraisal work. Then we drove on to Monterey Bay Academy where we were in time to witness a dedication service for Mia. It was a very simple and wonderful event to witness and Pastor Brian did a good job. Mia was happy and contented and as Timothy and the rest of us looked on Mia was dedicated to Jesus.
Afterwards we gathered at their home to enjoy a delicious supper with all kinds of goodies to enjoy. Jo's mom Julie was here to visit and it was good to catch up with her as well. Timothy enjoyed his birthday cars and game and Mia enjoyed her new toy to play with when she crawls.
We left to drive home around 8 and arrived home without mishap about 10. We found the house hot and since I've not installed the little wall AC in Marilyn's room yet we have a fan bringing in cool air at the moment.
In the morning we'll meet Nikki and the girls and drive back to Jason and Jo's for the day with time at the beach and the cousins can play and enjoy.
Having family and friends around is so enjoyable, of course no money in the mail today but that is agiven, they don't deliver money here any more!!
Have a blessed evening and weekend. Love and appreciate the one you are with, its a great honor to be loved by someone, treasure it.
Love
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Well its gone
I was up at 5:45 this morning to make sure everything was ready for my renter. He and his buddy were here at 6 and after a few minutes drove away. They are very experienced motorhome people, he just sold his 34 foot class A last year. They are going to Laguna Seca to see a race I think. I hope they have an enjoyable time.
When I see it drive away I always feel like one of my children are driving away but it is still very helpful to covering the costs of owning it.
Our temperature is gradually creeping up these days and this afternoon when I measured a home in Modesto at 4:30 it was warm but measuring a house only takes a short time and then you are inside and then you are done, I'd rather measure in heat than in driving rain which I've done many times. Now that is miserable. I got to see my friends the Larsens who lived next door to the home I appraised. They are delightful people and we sang with them for years in the Adoration Singers and Roger Peden Chorale. I walked away with some fresh tomatoes, I scored big as I love good tomatoes.
On the way home I splurged and went to Olive Garden where I had eggplant with salad and water. The food was so good and I walked out only paying about $11 since I asked for the lunch portion. It was just right. Of course it won't help my current run on dumping pounds. This morning I was down to 216.5, a pretty good drop from the 226 of a few weeks ago.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day. Up early to wash the bug, then write up a review, then leave at 10:50 for Oakland where I'll pick up Ms Marilyn, fresh from Rhode Island. She is seeking her resort experience but I have plans for her, work work work! Then we will drive to San Jose where I'm doing a full appraisal, then we drive to Jason and Jo's where Mia is getting dedicated at 5 pm. Can't wait to see the little ones again.
Sending love tonight to all,
Tim
When I see it drive away I always feel like one of my children are driving away but it is still very helpful to covering the costs of owning it.
Our temperature is gradually creeping up these days and this afternoon when I measured a home in Modesto at 4:30 it was warm but measuring a house only takes a short time and then you are inside and then you are done, I'd rather measure in heat than in driving rain which I've done many times. Now that is miserable. I got to see my friends the Larsens who lived next door to the home I appraised. They are delightful people and we sang with them for years in the Adoration Singers and Roger Peden Chorale. I walked away with some fresh tomatoes, I scored big as I love good tomatoes.
On the way home I splurged and went to Olive Garden where I had eggplant with salad and water. The food was so good and I walked out only paying about $11 since I asked for the lunch portion. It was just right. Of course it won't help my current run on dumping pounds. This morning I was down to 216.5, a pretty good drop from the 226 of a few weeks ago.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day. Up early to wash the bug, then write up a review, then leave at 10:50 for Oakland where I'll pick up Ms Marilyn, fresh from Rhode Island. She is seeking her resort experience but I have plans for her, work work work! Then we will drive to San Jose where I'm doing a full appraisal, then we drive to Jason and Jo's where Mia is getting dedicated at 5 pm. Can't wait to see the little ones again.
Sending love tonight to all,
Tim
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Life continues
Dear Family and Friends
Well another day without money in the mail! I'll probably have a stroke when the money actually arrives in the mail.
This morning I took the motorhome to a tire place and had two new tires installed on the front. Turns out the tires on the coach are 10 years old and that is just too old to be safe. After the current rental which leaves at 6 in the morning and is just for the weekend to Laguna Seca I'll find a way to put 4 tires on the back. Already with the two new tires on the front it drives much better. The tires on the coach now are 12 ply and the new ones are 14 ply, stronger and hold an amazing 95 pounds of pressure. They weight a ton it seems like when you have to move them around. The young guy that did the work today was great, knew his stuff and was very clean and orderly about his work.
Once the tires were on I took one of my precious 20 dollar bills and topped the fuel tank off so the renter will have a full tank. I hated to part with the money but fair is fair. I expect him to bring it back full so he deserves it full too.
Today I've been busy cranking out appraisal work. This morning I had to leave so fast that I just had a energy bar for breakfast, then a griller for lunch and tonight after spin class a burrito from Taco Bell. Spin class was awesome and the bike I had was so smooth and fitted me perfectly. Kim was encouraging as usual, she calls me pops for good reason. I'm as old as any two people in the class together.
I planned it so once the class was over I could do a field review and shoot photos for another appraisal while I was out. I managed that fine and only got home a few minutes ago.
Tomorrow afternoon I have a private appraisal in Modesto which was referred to me by a long time friend. I sure do appreciate the referral and it pays up front. I appreciate that as well. I sort of feel like God handed me this appraisal and I'm sure ready to take it.
Its been warm today, 92 at the high but I've just kept my little office cool and let the rest of the house rise and fall with the outside temperature. Got to save money where I can.
Sending love to all, my blood sugar numbers continue to fall, now I have to be careful or they get too low. Nice change.
Love
tim
Well another day without money in the mail! I'll probably have a stroke when the money actually arrives in the mail.
This morning I took the motorhome to a tire place and had two new tires installed on the front. Turns out the tires on the coach are 10 years old and that is just too old to be safe. After the current rental which leaves at 6 in the morning and is just for the weekend to Laguna Seca I'll find a way to put 4 tires on the back. Already with the two new tires on the front it drives much better. The tires on the coach now are 12 ply and the new ones are 14 ply, stronger and hold an amazing 95 pounds of pressure. They weight a ton it seems like when you have to move them around. The young guy that did the work today was great, knew his stuff and was very clean and orderly about his work.
Once the tires were on I took one of my precious 20 dollar bills and topped the fuel tank off so the renter will have a full tank. I hated to part with the money but fair is fair. I expect him to bring it back full so he deserves it full too.
Today I've been busy cranking out appraisal work. This morning I had to leave so fast that I just had a energy bar for breakfast, then a griller for lunch and tonight after spin class a burrito from Taco Bell. Spin class was awesome and the bike I had was so smooth and fitted me perfectly. Kim was encouraging as usual, she calls me pops for good reason. I'm as old as any two people in the class together.
I planned it so once the class was over I could do a field review and shoot photos for another appraisal while I was out. I managed that fine and only got home a few minutes ago.
Tomorrow afternoon I have a private appraisal in Modesto which was referred to me by a long time friend. I sure do appreciate the referral and it pays up front. I appreciate that as well. I sort of feel like God handed me this appraisal and I'm sure ready to take it.
Its been warm today, 92 at the high but I've just kept my little office cool and let the rest of the house rise and fall with the outside temperature. Got to save money where I can.
Sending love to all, my blood sugar numbers continue to fall, now I have to be careful or they get too low. Nice change.
Love
tim
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Living on bread and water
Good evening friends and family,
Life is interesting to say the least, another day with just three pieces of mail, a worthless flyer, an insurance offer and some other piece of trash, disappointing to say the least. Mid afternoon I did hear from my biggest accounts receivable client, AppraiserLoft. After weeks of emails and attempted phone calls this afternoon an email arrived saying that on August 1 they would cut a check for nearly $2,500. Well that is great news but I could really use it now.
Tomorrow morning I'm putting two new tires on the motorhome as one of the tires on there right now has steel belt showing, not really a good thing. The manager has agreed to hold my check until Thursday when some money is arriving. Every day I hope to be able to submit my application for license renewal but that is $435 and so far its not in the cards. More orders came in today and one of them is especially appealing, it is for my own bank and they pay within days when the appraisal is completed so even though the order came in this afternoon I inspected the property this evening at 7:15 and will have the report completed tomorrow for sure. I am determined to do everything I can to help this process along but with the new laws in effect there is only so much I can do now, much more limited than before.
I saw a home in Brentwood this morning, came home and wrote the appraisal up and emailed it out this afternoon. It was a very nice home with excellent condition. A bank foreclosure after just a few years of ownership. It originally sold for over $500,000 and today it went out at about $350,000. How times change.
On the health front I've seen a dramatic difference in the blood sugar numbers. Ideal is between 90 and 120 and this morning the resting was 115, at 12:50 today it was 81 which is not so good, at 65 you sort of pass out. It is true that I don't feel too great part of the time, adjusting to lower blood sugar is a challenge and I have to keep things around to eat if it goes too far down. Yet I'm grateful for better numbers, it means that my body is still producing insulin, it just needs to be woken up.
Well I'm winding down now, sleepy, worn out and very grateful for a nice bed, for my little buddy Starr and for the blessings of life.
Love to all
Tim
Life is interesting to say the least, another day with just three pieces of mail, a worthless flyer, an insurance offer and some other piece of trash, disappointing to say the least. Mid afternoon I did hear from my biggest accounts receivable client, AppraiserLoft. After weeks of emails and attempted phone calls this afternoon an email arrived saying that on August 1 they would cut a check for nearly $2,500. Well that is great news but I could really use it now.
Tomorrow morning I'm putting two new tires on the motorhome as one of the tires on there right now has steel belt showing, not really a good thing. The manager has agreed to hold my check until Thursday when some money is arriving. Every day I hope to be able to submit my application for license renewal but that is $435 and so far its not in the cards. More orders came in today and one of them is especially appealing, it is for my own bank and they pay within days when the appraisal is completed so even though the order came in this afternoon I inspected the property this evening at 7:15 and will have the report completed tomorrow for sure. I am determined to do everything I can to help this process along but with the new laws in effect there is only so much I can do now, much more limited than before.
I saw a home in Brentwood this morning, came home and wrote the appraisal up and emailed it out this afternoon. It was a very nice home with excellent condition. A bank foreclosure after just a few years of ownership. It originally sold for over $500,000 and today it went out at about $350,000. How times change.
On the health front I've seen a dramatic difference in the blood sugar numbers. Ideal is between 90 and 120 and this morning the resting was 115, at 12:50 today it was 81 which is not so good, at 65 you sort of pass out. It is true that I don't feel too great part of the time, adjusting to lower blood sugar is a challenge and I have to keep things around to eat if it goes too far down. Yet I'm grateful for better numbers, it means that my body is still producing insulin, it just needs to be woken up.
Well I'm winding down now, sleepy, worn out and very grateful for a nice bed, for my little buddy Starr and for the blessings of life.
Love to all
Tim
Monday, July 18, 2011
Mellow weather continues
Every day of this nice weather is a real blessing. While the rest of the country bakes we enjoy a break and its nice. Ken and I walked this morning and it was great.
I worked creating reports until late afternoon when I left for Orinda, a new order had just arrived and it was a driveby so it did not need an appointment. Orinda always takes more time than other areas due to narrow twisting roads and streets but it so very beautiful.
Then it was back to Walnut Creek for fuel. I just put $20 in at a time, gives me 200 miles in the bug. Then it was homeward bound using a backroad that is filled with memories. Nan crashed there a long time ago destroying a little Ford van we had just purchased. She rolled it and destroyed every body panel in the entire van but stepped out fine. It was not her time yet and I'm so glad we had her many more years, yet I always think of her when I pass the farmhouse where she crashed.
Its been a long day and I do have news to report on the financial front. A check came in the mail today, imagine how excited I was once I opened it and found $35. Thats it, I'm owed $10,000 by clients but I get a check for $35. All I could think of was God has a sense of humor.
Well I'm really worn out tonight but thankful to have work and eagerly awaiting the day when the clients will remember to pay the ones that do the work.
Love to all,
Tim
I worked creating reports until late afternoon when I left for Orinda, a new order had just arrived and it was a driveby so it did not need an appointment. Orinda always takes more time than other areas due to narrow twisting roads and streets but it so very beautiful.
Then it was back to Walnut Creek for fuel. I just put $20 in at a time, gives me 200 miles in the bug. Then it was homeward bound using a backroad that is filled with memories. Nan crashed there a long time ago destroying a little Ford van we had just purchased. She rolled it and destroyed every body panel in the entire van but stepped out fine. It was not her time yet and I'm so glad we had her many more years, yet I always think of her when I pass the farmhouse where she crashed.
Its been a long day and I do have news to report on the financial front. A check came in the mail today, imagine how excited I was once I opened it and found $35. Thats it, I'm owed $10,000 by clients but I get a check for $35. All I could think of was God has a sense of humor.
Well I'm really worn out tonight but thankful to have work and eagerly awaiting the day when the clients will remember to pay the ones that do the work.
Love to all,
Tim
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Living with the unease
Dear Family and Friends,
After a 3 mile walk this morning and a breakfast of oatmeal and peanut butter toast I settled in to begin working.
During the day I've basically done little else, just worked on a huge Livermore appraisal of a wonderful home. As of this evening its emailed to the client. I told myself that I would do a bit of yardwork this evening, just doing something different out in the fresh crisp air. Ray had come over to visit for awhile and mentioned he was going to be mowing his lawn, I asked if I could use his mower. So after edging with this really incredible edger that Jason is letting me use I used Ray's mower and the result is a nice looking front yard. Then I set to work on my flower garden, I've lost lots of blooms during the very warm weather and weeds were everywhere so I took the time to pull the weeds and give the flowers a chance. Having done that I came back in, baked a potato and cooked an ear of corn, used some of the beans I made recently and had a nice dinner with two vegetables.
Just now I've taken time to watch a couple episodes of Burn Notice, a program I enjoy and now after the blog I'm heading to bed. In spite of some pretty tough odds right now I'm not giving up. One side note that is so sad. as I've mentioned already in prior blogs we did a trade of vehicles, the odyssey for steve's civic. Would you believe that the right power door on the van failed almost as soon as Nikki and Steve took possession. I feel so badly about that and offered to trade back but they still want the Odyssey. I just hope it can be fixed easily.
Well what will the upcoming week hold? I'm pretty sure that I'll see some checks in the mail, that I'll be able to apply for my license finding the $435 I need for that and other challenges.
Starr has been sitting with me in the chair and loves to just be close. What a sweet doggie but I'm afraid she is failing gradually from not having the ability to move about so her body is losing his strength.
I'm asking for your prayers for a long time friend tonight, she is coping with a low pulse rate, I mean really low and can certainly benefit from our prayers.
Love to all
Tim
After a 3 mile walk this morning and a breakfast of oatmeal and peanut butter toast I settled in to begin working.
During the day I've basically done little else, just worked on a huge Livermore appraisal of a wonderful home. As of this evening its emailed to the client. I told myself that I would do a bit of yardwork this evening, just doing something different out in the fresh crisp air. Ray had come over to visit for awhile and mentioned he was going to be mowing his lawn, I asked if I could use his mower. So after edging with this really incredible edger that Jason is letting me use I used Ray's mower and the result is a nice looking front yard. Then I set to work on my flower garden, I've lost lots of blooms during the very warm weather and weeds were everywhere so I took the time to pull the weeds and give the flowers a chance. Having done that I came back in, baked a potato and cooked an ear of corn, used some of the beans I made recently and had a nice dinner with two vegetables.
Just now I've taken time to watch a couple episodes of Burn Notice, a program I enjoy and now after the blog I'm heading to bed. In spite of some pretty tough odds right now I'm not giving up. One side note that is so sad. as I've mentioned already in prior blogs we did a trade of vehicles, the odyssey for steve's civic. Would you believe that the right power door on the van failed almost as soon as Nikki and Steve took possession. I feel so badly about that and offered to trade back but they still want the Odyssey. I just hope it can be fixed easily.
Well what will the upcoming week hold? I'm pretty sure that I'll see some checks in the mail, that I'll be able to apply for my license finding the $435 I need for that and other challenges.
Starr has been sitting with me in the chair and loves to just be close. What a sweet doggie but I'm afraid she is failing gradually from not having the ability to move about so her body is losing his strength.
I'm asking for your prayers for a long time friend tonight, she is coping with a low pulse rate, I mean really low and can certainly benefit from our prayers.
Love to all
Tim
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Incredible day
Good evening,
I first woke before 6 this morning, patted Starrs head and rolled over, the next time it was the alarm which starts a christian radio station and then it was 7:20. After breakfast and a quick drive over to Steve and Nikkis I collected Kallie and we drove to church. Kim had a good program in spite of wearing a boot for a nerve damage in her leg. I played the piano and Kallie enjoyed herself very much. We stayed for some of the VBS church service and then stopped at Burger King. She ate well and played with kids and then we drove to my house where she got ready for a nap but a few minutes later she was up again, the room was too warm, to light and she was way to excited. She played and we took a pail and she picked cherry tomatoes, she fed Starr treats and she watched some Dora. Around 4 I took her home to meet up with her mom, they were delighted to see each other.
This evening I've been enjoying 3ABN. I'll have to admit I'm not always blow away by their programing but tonight was totally different. Danny introducted Tim Parton who went on to do incredible music on the piano. He has had a career of playing for various gospel quartets, famous ones from the south, plays by ear and is as good as I've ever heard. Then a lady was introduced that used to sing backup for all the music stars even to Mike Jager, done backup singing on Sat. night life. She has some voice and is heading up a new 3ABN programing arm that is for the inner cities. They only broadcast in Hi Def and the sound, the picture, the songs, everything was perfect. It was a faith building evening and along with the speakers I heard earlier really excited me about life, faith and opportunities. At 5 today my blood sugar was 100 so that was pretty exciting too.
Tomorrow was to be a day with family at Jason and Jo's house as we celebrated Timothy's birthday but this afternoon they had to call it off as Timothy was coming down with a cold. Its very sad but totally understandable and wise. We will just have to reschedule when he is healthy.
This evening I've polished off the USPAP course that is required for me to get my new appraisal license. I've been working on it for a few days on line and now its done. Now once I can locate $445 I'll send for my new license renewal. Its up in less than a month. Of course there was NO money in the mail today what else is new.
Can I remind you once again to love the one you are with, I can only tell you what it is like to have NO ONE beside you all the time, it changes everything, you have no one to plan with, no one to share laughs, snacks, touches. Its just you and the air, the quiet rooms, the ever awareness of being alone. Do not take your mate for granted. Treasure the time you have, do not let things linger that could be regrets later. Maximize your relationship in every way, affirm, confirm, lavish, listen, adore, touch, do it now while you can. If you are thinking you are falling out of love, step up and fall back in love, if you feel unappreciated and unloved, tell him or her, reach out, solve, talk, take a chance, love.
Good night family and friends,
You are precious to me,
Tim
I first woke before 6 this morning, patted Starrs head and rolled over, the next time it was the alarm which starts a christian radio station and then it was 7:20. After breakfast and a quick drive over to Steve and Nikkis I collected Kallie and we drove to church. Kim had a good program in spite of wearing a boot for a nerve damage in her leg. I played the piano and Kallie enjoyed herself very much. We stayed for some of the VBS church service and then stopped at Burger King. She ate well and played with kids and then we drove to my house where she got ready for a nap but a few minutes later she was up again, the room was too warm, to light and she was way to excited. She played and we took a pail and she picked cherry tomatoes, she fed Starr treats and she watched some Dora. Around 4 I took her home to meet up with her mom, they were delighted to see each other.
This evening I've been enjoying 3ABN. I'll have to admit I'm not always blow away by their programing but tonight was totally different. Danny introducted Tim Parton who went on to do incredible music on the piano. He has had a career of playing for various gospel quartets, famous ones from the south, plays by ear and is as good as I've ever heard. Then a lady was introduced that used to sing backup for all the music stars even to Mike Jager, done backup singing on Sat. night life. She has some voice and is heading up a new 3ABN programing arm that is for the inner cities. They only broadcast in Hi Def and the sound, the picture, the songs, everything was perfect. It was a faith building evening and along with the speakers I heard earlier really excited me about life, faith and opportunities. At 5 today my blood sugar was 100 so that was pretty exciting too.
Tomorrow was to be a day with family at Jason and Jo's house as we celebrated Timothy's birthday but this afternoon they had to call it off as Timothy was coming down with a cold. Its very sad but totally understandable and wise. We will just have to reschedule when he is healthy.
This evening I've polished off the USPAP course that is required for me to get my new appraisal license. I've been working on it for a few days on line and now its done. Now once I can locate $445 I'll send for my new license renewal. Its up in less than a month. Of course there was NO money in the mail today what else is new.
Can I remind you once again to love the one you are with, I can only tell you what it is like to have NO ONE beside you all the time, it changes everything, you have no one to plan with, no one to share laughs, snacks, touches. Its just you and the air, the quiet rooms, the ever awareness of being alone. Do not take your mate for granted. Treasure the time you have, do not let things linger that could be regrets later. Maximize your relationship in every way, affirm, confirm, lavish, listen, adore, touch, do it now while you can. If you are thinking you are falling out of love, step up and fall back in love, if you feel unappreciated and unloved, tell him or her, reach out, solve, talk, take a chance, love.
Good night family and friends,
You are precious to me,
Tim
Friday, July 15, 2011
At last it's Friday
Its about 10 pm and my body tells me I've been awake long enough today. All in all its been a decent day, of course there was NO money in the mail again, unbelieveable after all these weeks and constant production, no funds.
This morning I took Starr in a little stroller that the kids play with to the park. We took a closer look at the rebuilding project for the children's play area that has been gone for about 6 months. Now the work is on with new drains being installed and when its all done the surface will be rubber so injuries will be fewer. Starr enjoyed her walk around the park and took time to bark at other dogs.
Once we got home I quickly had some instant oatmeal, seems I've run out of my normal long cooking kind. I also had two little pieces of toast from the bread I just made yesterday, its so good and so simple to make. I did find I needed a bit more water than they called for but the results are simply great. I'm enjoying little tomatoes from my vines now and they are so good.
The blood sugar numbers are much better now and that is encouraging. I set to work this morning on a challenging appraisal assignment for Freddie Mac. This was the one where they are requiring me to determine if the appraisal was done properly but they have not supplied an appraisal, only a Desktop Evaluation which has no adjustments and is a vague document without any information regarding what the subject property was like then, was it remodeled lin 2008? It is now but I have no idea of its condition then. So I spent hours trying to make good sense out of the assignment. I sincerely hope it is what they are looking for.
Mid afternoon I decided to take a break and put the motorhome away beside the garage where it can now legally be stored. I made a shocking discovery by accident. I happened to look way under the coach at the left front tire and there were steel bands showing through the tread. Thank goodness the renter did not come last Thursday, he would have been driving on steel belts that are exposed. So one way or the other this week I have to find funds to buy two new tires for the front of the coach, that is $600. Oh boy, one more thing and I probably should make the motorhome payment that is long over due. But of course the state took that money.
Well anyway it is the Sabbath and I think everything can just rest until the special hours are over. How I hope the mails are friendly tomorrow.
In the morning I'm picking up Kallie for Sabbath School and then I'll have her until late in the afternoon. Keanna and her mother are doing a sleep over with their friends in San Ramon. A nice break. So I hope to see my special friends at church in the morning, you have no idea of how much it touches my heart to talk to you.
Well it is good to have a nice bed to head to and in spite of many unsettled things there are also many things to be thankful for. Most of all its people, family, kiddos, friends, clients that mean the world to me. And a special phone call from Dolly this afternoon was great. She has a faith that is incredible and I always appreciate her time, her prayers, her encouragement. What a lady.
Good night all,
Love
tim
This morning I took Starr in a little stroller that the kids play with to the park. We took a closer look at the rebuilding project for the children's play area that has been gone for about 6 months. Now the work is on with new drains being installed and when its all done the surface will be rubber so injuries will be fewer. Starr enjoyed her walk around the park and took time to bark at other dogs.
Once we got home I quickly had some instant oatmeal, seems I've run out of my normal long cooking kind. I also had two little pieces of toast from the bread I just made yesterday, its so good and so simple to make. I did find I needed a bit more water than they called for but the results are simply great. I'm enjoying little tomatoes from my vines now and they are so good.
The blood sugar numbers are much better now and that is encouraging. I set to work this morning on a challenging appraisal assignment for Freddie Mac. This was the one where they are requiring me to determine if the appraisal was done properly but they have not supplied an appraisal, only a Desktop Evaluation which has no adjustments and is a vague document without any information regarding what the subject property was like then, was it remodeled lin 2008? It is now but I have no idea of its condition then. So I spent hours trying to make good sense out of the assignment. I sincerely hope it is what they are looking for.
Mid afternoon I decided to take a break and put the motorhome away beside the garage where it can now legally be stored. I made a shocking discovery by accident. I happened to look way under the coach at the left front tire and there were steel bands showing through the tread. Thank goodness the renter did not come last Thursday, he would have been driving on steel belts that are exposed. So one way or the other this week I have to find funds to buy two new tires for the front of the coach, that is $600. Oh boy, one more thing and I probably should make the motorhome payment that is long over due. But of course the state took that money.
Well anyway it is the Sabbath and I think everything can just rest until the special hours are over. How I hope the mails are friendly tomorrow.
In the morning I'm picking up Kallie for Sabbath School and then I'll have her until late in the afternoon. Keanna and her mother are doing a sleep over with their friends in San Ramon. A nice break. So I hope to see my special friends at church in the morning, you have no idea of how much it touches my heart to talk to you.
Well it is good to have a nice bed to head to and in spite of many unsettled things there are also many things to be thankful for. Most of all its people, family, kiddos, friends, clients that mean the world to me. And a special phone call from Dolly this afternoon was great. She has a faith that is incredible and I always appreciate her time, her prayers, her encouragement. What a lady.
Good night all,
Love
tim
Thursday, July 14, 2011
I'm taking down my mailbox
Good evening,
There is really no reason to have a mailbox these days, another day with NO payments, just bills and trash. I've almost given up on the mail or income, its that bad.
I'm pretty sure my mental condition is strong, let me give you an example. This morning I rose at 5:45 and had the paperwork ready in the motorhome for the renter who was to arrive at 6 am. Well at 6:45 I was starting to call his number when I happened to look at his file again, clearly written in large green numbers where the dates for his rental, 21st through the 24th. Well today was not the 21st. I was one week too early, and of course there was no money either. Talk about discouraging and humbling. I guess I was just anxious. I had the frig cold, the floors vacuumed, the exterior washed, the windows clean, just one week early.
At 10 I say a very nice place in Brentwood, a short sale that was purchased 3 years ago for $630,000 and is now selling for $340,000. It has a pool, spa, large patio, huge lot and hardwood floors inside. The family was obviously hurting with the forced move back to San Jose. So much hurting and suffering right now.
After finishing the house my blood sugar was so low I knew I could not make it home safely so I had a burrito at Taco Bell, I had cash for that purchase. Once home the house smelled great with the loaf of bread completed. This time it is rye bread and the loaf is huge. Oh it tastes good. I've let myself have a couple 1/2 slices today. Making bread with the machine is so much fun.
This afternoon I wrote up the appraisal for the house I inspected this morning and finished just in time to tidy myself up and go to the BBQ that Margo was having. She had the event to introduce me to her friend. I of course was nervous and wanted to be most anywhere but there. But she turned out to be a delightful lady, a health professional with many years in an oncology ward. We all enjoyed ourselves very much, the food was great and I'm just home now. I do hope to see her again, so quick, balanced, well traveled, well spoken and at peace with the world. I also found out while I was there that there is a 70 voice choir based in the Summerset development, a 55 and over development of several hundred homes. They are performing right now, for the next few days so I'd like to go hear them and perhaps in the future join the choir if they allow outsiders. Would be a great outlet.
Mr. Timothy is now 4 years old. He actually turned 4 two days ago and this Sunday we are heading down for a party. Can't wait to see him again and Mia too. He is quite the boy, strong willed, very bright, quick and loves to be loved and to play with his cars.
So good night, please pray that the Lord might part with a few cattle He owns on a thousand hills and turn them into cash so I could pay my bills. Its getting crazy now.
Love to all,
Tim
There is really no reason to have a mailbox these days, another day with NO payments, just bills and trash. I've almost given up on the mail or income, its that bad.
I'm pretty sure my mental condition is strong, let me give you an example. This morning I rose at 5:45 and had the paperwork ready in the motorhome for the renter who was to arrive at 6 am. Well at 6:45 I was starting to call his number when I happened to look at his file again, clearly written in large green numbers where the dates for his rental, 21st through the 24th. Well today was not the 21st. I was one week too early, and of course there was no money either. Talk about discouraging and humbling. I guess I was just anxious. I had the frig cold, the floors vacuumed, the exterior washed, the windows clean, just one week early.
At 10 I say a very nice place in Brentwood, a short sale that was purchased 3 years ago for $630,000 and is now selling for $340,000. It has a pool, spa, large patio, huge lot and hardwood floors inside. The family was obviously hurting with the forced move back to San Jose. So much hurting and suffering right now.
After finishing the house my blood sugar was so low I knew I could not make it home safely so I had a burrito at Taco Bell, I had cash for that purchase. Once home the house smelled great with the loaf of bread completed. This time it is rye bread and the loaf is huge. Oh it tastes good. I've let myself have a couple 1/2 slices today. Making bread with the machine is so much fun.
This afternoon I wrote up the appraisal for the house I inspected this morning and finished just in time to tidy myself up and go to the BBQ that Margo was having. She had the event to introduce me to her friend. I of course was nervous and wanted to be most anywhere but there. But she turned out to be a delightful lady, a health professional with many years in an oncology ward. We all enjoyed ourselves very much, the food was great and I'm just home now. I do hope to see her again, so quick, balanced, well traveled, well spoken and at peace with the world. I also found out while I was there that there is a 70 voice choir based in the Summerset development, a 55 and over development of several hundred homes. They are performing right now, for the next few days so I'd like to go hear them and perhaps in the future join the choir if they allow outsiders. Would be a great outlet.
Mr. Timothy is now 4 years old. He actually turned 4 two days ago and this Sunday we are heading down for a party. Can't wait to see him again and Mia too. He is quite the boy, strong willed, very bright, quick and loves to be loved and to play with his cars.
So good night, please pray that the Lord might part with a few cattle He owns on a thousand hills and turn them into cash so I could pay my bills. Its getting crazy now.
Love to all,
Tim
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Another one for the record books
Good evening
As I write I 'm enjoying a cool evening, unseasonable for this time of year and I think its wonderful, how nice to be chilly when you head to bed, instead of dreading the hot sheets and tossing and turning under a fan that rattles and groans all night.
This day has been more of the same. No money in the mail, silly conditions but more orders which is totally awesome. I had lunch with a long time friend and that was very enjoyable. Those deli sandwiches from Raley's are really good! We just had 30 mintues but we made the most of the time catching up. Hint, she is an amazing woman.
After the lunch I headed to Concord to do a driveby review of something that was done in 2008. Only problem is, they cannot supply the original appraisal, only a desk top review that was done at the time. So I've got to make a judgement of someones work that I cannot even see, pretty stupid really, just more government mandated nonsense. But they pay for it and have raised the fee from $245 to $275. Yet to do these right it can easily take a whole day, now in the old days I always did at least two reports per day and charged $375 to $450 and for duplexes we got $700. All that is gone now thanks to the government getting in the way. It is very hard not to be bitter at all I have lost over the last few years and all that I stand to lose yet. I don't know where it really ends. There is so much anger in the appraisal community it is amazing. By government mandate an entire industry has been destroyed.
Todays highlight was a registered letter from the loan company for my house. I've not read it yet but I did talk to them today. Things look bleak until I can find more money. Or at least get the money that is owed to me and then keep working hard to keep the cash flow working. I'm willing but I need the work to keep coming in.
This afternoon Nikki called to ask if I could pick up Kallie from school. Well I jumped at the chance and she was delighted to see me. We grabbed her lunch pail and headed home. She played and then decided to get soy milk from the frig. She insisted on pouring it for herself and did a great job all the times she added more milk to her little glass. Then Keanna arrived fresh from the dentist where she willingly had two teeth pulled. She was so proud of herself for going through it, needles and all. I'm sure it was hard on Nikki to watch.
Well its time to sleep. Blood sugars are way down, so are spirits and hope for the future.
Take care my friends,
love
tim
As I write I 'm enjoying a cool evening, unseasonable for this time of year and I think its wonderful, how nice to be chilly when you head to bed, instead of dreading the hot sheets and tossing and turning under a fan that rattles and groans all night.
This day has been more of the same. No money in the mail, silly conditions but more orders which is totally awesome. I had lunch with a long time friend and that was very enjoyable. Those deli sandwiches from Raley's are really good! We just had 30 mintues but we made the most of the time catching up. Hint, she is an amazing woman.
After the lunch I headed to Concord to do a driveby review of something that was done in 2008. Only problem is, they cannot supply the original appraisal, only a desk top review that was done at the time. So I've got to make a judgement of someones work that I cannot even see, pretty stupid really, just more government mandated nonsense. But they pay for it and have raised the fee from $245 to $275. Yet to do these right it can easily take a whole day, now in the old days I always did at least two reports per day and charged $375 to $450 and for duplexes we got $700. All that is gone now thanks to the government getting in the way. It is very hard not to be bitter at all I have lost over the last few years and all that I stand to lose yet. I don't know where it really ends. There is so much anger in the appraisal community it is amazing. By government mandate an entire industry has been destroyed.
Todays highlight was a registered letter from the loan company for my house. I've not read it yet but I did talk to them today. Things look bleak until I can find more money. Or at least get the money that is owed to me and then keep working hard to keep the cash flow working. I'm willing but I need the work to keep coming in.
This afternoon Nikki called to ask if I could pick up Kallie from school. Well I jumped at the chance and she was delighted to see me. We grabbed her lunch pail and headed home. She played and then decided to get soy milk from the frig. She insisted on pouring it for herself and did a great job all the times she added more milk to her little glass. Then Keanna arrived fresh from the dentist where she willingly had two teeth pulled. She was so proud of herself for going through it, needles and all. I'm sure it was hard on Nikki to watch.
Well its time to sleep. Blood sugars are way down, so are spirits and hope for the future.
Take care my friends,
love
tim
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Will the shoes ever stop dropping?
Good evening,
This afternoon the bank called to say that my savings had been emptied by the state. It was a very old amount that I didn't think they had a right to but they said otherwise so today they just emptied the funds, the same funds I was saving toward the house payment, now it seems even further off than before.
One nice thing did happen today, the motorhome loan people suggested I apply for a 1 year reduction in the payment. It will drop about $120 if they approve. That would be a blessing.
Once again no money in the mail box yet the box of completed work is bulging so I know money is coming, its just when and will it be in time.
Keanna was finished with scrapbooking camp today at noon and I picked her up, we met with the former renter of the motorhome and got the missing bike rack key, had lunch at McDonalds and then came home to complete a report. Then we headed out to Stockton to do a driveby and its 9 comps. Then back for pizza with Lois and Ray, I ate too much for sure.
Then home to write up a review appraisal and get it emailed out. At first it was way too big so I had to drop a couple pages. I'm having trouble keeping the scans pages small enough. They end up huge and take up lots of appraisal space when I email them out. My equipment is very old and so far I've found nothing that lets me scan using a small amount of space.
Well Starr and the bed are both calling, I'm dead tired, the blood sugar numbers continue to fall which is good, the chest pains are always with me but such is life. Tomorrow I'm meeting a very nice lady for lunch and Thursday night I'm being introduced to a friend of a friend at Summerset, Keeping life interesting I guess.
Love to all,
Thanks for your prayers, this is a very tough time to live through and I hope I do.
tim
This afternoon the bank called to say that my savings had been emptied by the state. It was a very old amount that I didn't think they had a right to but they said otherwise so today they just emptied the funds, the same funds I was saving toward the house payment, now it seems even further off than before.
One nice thing did happen today, the motorhome loan people suggested I apply for a 1 year reduction in the payment. It will drop about $120 if they approve. That would be a blessing.
Once again no money in the mail box yet the box of completed work is bulging so I know money is coming, its just when and will it be in time.
Keanna was finished with scrapbooking camp today at noon and I picked her up, we met with the former renter of the motorhome and got the missing bike rack key, had lunch at McDonalds and then came home to complete a report. Then we headed out to Stockton to do a driveby and its 9 comps. Then back for pizza with Lois and Ray, I ate too much for sure.
Then home to write up a review appraisal and get it emailed out. At first it was way too big so I had to drop a couple pages. I'm having trouble keeping the scans pages small enough. They end up huge and take up lots of appraisal space when I email them out. My equipment is very old and so far I've found nothing that lets me scan using a small amount of space.
Well Starr and the bed are both calling, I'm dead tired, the blood sugar numbers continue to fall which is good, the chest pains are always with me but such is life. Tomorrow I'm meeting a very nice lady for lunch and Thursday night I'm being introduced to a friend of a friend at Summerset, Keeping life interesting I guess.
Love to all,
Thanks for your prayers, this is a very tough time to live through and I hope I do.
tim
Monday, July 11, 2011
Moving through a fog
Last night was one of the worst I have ever had and believe me I've had some rough nights over the last few years. I went to bed at a reasonable hour and fell asleep only to wake a few minutes and then be awake, tossing and turning until 4:30 am when I got up and came down for a drink, almost fell over the cat and it was past 5 am before I fell asleep. The new meds have me so messed up and while the blood sugar numbers are much better my chest hurts every morning now when I wake, my finger has once again gotten so bad that it won't open in the morning, tendon is acting up again.
Today I had an important appraisal and I used what I know of acting to be presentable and interested in the beautiful home but I could hardly think. Really a rough day and I did get $175 in the mail today, its like a cosmic force is just playing with me to see how far I can stretch without breaking.
This evening I reached out and ask Lois and Ray to come over and help me with the wheel chair for Starr, we made a lot of progress and learned what does not work. Whether she has the strength left to use her front feet I don't know but at least we made some progress and she sat in it for a bit, didn't seem to distressed.
I'm off to bed now in hopes that tonight I'll sleep. I walk through the day but without hope, I go through the motions of writing reports but feel like a zombie. The bright spots are when the kids call or make contact and tomorrow Keanna needs to be picked up in Brentwood from Scrapbooking class at noon so that is something to look forward to. There is a driveby in Stockton that need attention in the morning too.
At least our weather is wonderful right now, cool and comfortable, so nice and of course considering the financial situation I'm in a day without AC is a day with less money spent.
Good night, please pray that my life can make sense, right now it does not.
Love to all,
Tim
Today I had an important appraisal and I used what I know of acting to be presentable and interested in the beautiful home but I could hardly think. Really a rough day and I did get $175 in the mail today, its like a cosmic force is just playing with me to see how far I can stretch without breaking.
This evening I reached out and ask Lois and Ray to come over and help me with the wheel chair for Starr, we made a lot of progress and learned what does not work. Whether she has the strength left to use her front feet I don't know but at least we made some progress and she sat in it for a bit, didn't seem to distressed.
I'm off to bed now in hopes that tonight I'll sleep. I walk through the day but without hope, I go through the motions of writing reports but feel like a zombie. The bright spots are when the kids call or make contact and tomorrow Keanna needs to be picked up in Brentwood from Scrapbooking class at noon so that is something to look forward to. There is a driveby in Stockton that need attention in the morning too.
At least our weather is wonderful right now, cool and comfortable, so nice and of course considering the financial situation I'm in a day without AC is a day with less money spent.
Good night, please pray that my life can make sense, right now it does not.
Love to all,
Tim
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Moving forward
Good evening
Well this has been one of those days that seemed to work and it was capped off by a mini miracle.
First the miracle, last evening Ray and I went to the Cornfest primarily to hear the band, our hearing has not been the same since but it was fun to see performers up close do their craft and the people watching was great too. Ray and I were both amused by the number of people that are on their phones all the time even at the concert or texting continually. A real twist in society, but I'm not sure we are better for the progress of technology.
Once I rose this morning and came down I discovered that the little blue tooth I use was missing. All day I have tried to think through where I had it last and what happened to it. I knew it had gone to the Cornfest with me but I thought I had left it in the car but it was NOT in the car no matter how hard I looked. It was not on my desk, the bedroom, the family room, the kitchen and so I just mentioned it to God, not a big deal but still over a $100 to replace. Its a Jawbone and has been very faithful over the past few years.
This evening Ray agreed to assist me by going with me to Brentwood so I could get the motorhome and bring it back home. I decided upon arriving that I'd walk to the place I'd parked the car last night and when I did there was the blue tooth device stuck in the dirt and dust. It appeared to be dead and it had been run over, perhaps by me when I was pulling out. I was just amazed to see it there in the dirt. Once I got home I plugged it into the charger and it works. I am thankful and amazed, thats my mini miracle for today. Now perhaps we can have another by money coming in the mail!!!!
I'm being very careful to take my blood sugar several times a day now and to be sure and take all the meds faithfully. It is working, this afternoon at 3 pm the number was 91. I am so pleased. Dr. Jim has been helpful once again.
Well during the day today several appraisals went out the door and tomorrow I see a big place in Livermore that is on the market for over a million dollars. That should be fun to measure and inspect. This afternoon Terry, the person that rented the motorhome last met me at Starbucks and I gave him the missing clothes I had found in the motorhome and he gave me the last of the money plus paid for the chairs that had been stolen, what a bummer for them. I really enjoy this family. They are hard working and doing a great job with their kids. I'm very glad to have met them.
Well here comes the week ready or not. Lets all do our best to care for people, go on God's errands and smile a whole lot.
Love
tim
Well this has been one of those days that seemed to work and it was capped off by a mini miracle.
First the miracle, last evening Ray and I went to the Cornfest primarily to hear the band, our hearing has not been the same since but it was fun to see performers up close do their craft and the people watching was great too. Ray and I were both amused by the number of people that are on their phones all the time even at the concert or texting continually. A real twist in society, but I'm not sure we are better for the progress of technology.
Once I rose this morning and came down I discovered that the little blue tooth I use was missing. All day I have tried to think through where I had it last and what happened to it. I knew it had gone to the Cornfest with me but I thought I had left it in the car but it was NOT in the car no matter how hard I looked. It was not on my desk, the bedroom, the family room, the kitchen and so I just mentioned it to God, not a big deal but still over a $100 to replace. Its a Jawbone and has been very faithful over the past few years.
This evening Ray agreed to assist me by going with me to Brentwood so I could get the motorhome and bring it back home. I decided upon arriving that I'd walk to the place I'd parked the car last night and when I did there was the blue tooth device stuck in the dirt and dust. It appeared to be dead and it had been run over, perhaps by me when I was pulling out. I was just amazed to see it there in the dirt. Once I got home I plugged it into the charger and it works. I am thankful and amazed, thats my mini miracle for today. Now perhaps we can have another by money coming in the mail!!!!
I'm being very careful to take my blood sugar several times a day now and to be sure and take all the meds faithfully. It is working, this afternoon at 3 pm the number was 91. I am so pleased. Dr. Jim has been helpful once again.
Well during the day today several appraisals went out the door and tomorrow I see a big place in Livermore that is on the market for over a million dollars. That should be fun to measure and inspect. This afternoon Terry, the person that rented the motorhome last met me at Starbucks and I gave him the missing clothes I had found in the motorhome and he gave me the last of the money plus paid for the chairs that had been stolen, what a bummer for them. I really enjoy this family. They are hard working and doing a great job with their kids. I'm very glad to have met them.
Well here comes the week ready or not. Lets all do our best to care for people, go on God's errands and smile a whole lot.
Love
tim
Girls go to Sabbath School
How I love to greet Keanna and Kallie on Sabbath morning, they are dressed in their cute little dresses, have smiles on their faces and Nikki has them ready to go.
This morning they climbed into the Civic which is the car I drive when I carry the girls anywhere. We moved through various emotions, I love you sissy to stop kicking me, the usual and then we arrived. Keanna is understandably shy about walking into a room with kids she does not know very well but the fact that Sylvia was there lured her in. Sylvia is an incredible person with plenty of love in her heart for all the little ones and tonight she is flying to Mexico for a mission trip which will last two weeks.
Kallie was one of two children in her Sabbath School and Kim was the teacher. Luke, Loren and Emilies grandson was the other little one. We all really had a good time and Kim did a great job with the shepherd - David story. Of course the kids favorite moment is the gold fish crackers and snack time.
Afterwards we went to McDonalds and the girls sat and ate their meal without any issues. Then we drove home where Nikki was ready to take them to a birthday party this afternoon at Black Diamond. I drifted home after that and had another nice blood sugar reading later in the afternoon, this time it was 91, a whole lot better than 175 which it has been often enough lately. I napped in my work chair, then had dinner with Lois and Ray at a local burrito place. Later in the evening Ray and I drove back to the Cornfest and heard a very loud band perform, Great White, they are really very good musicians but of course it was loud. They have been playing since the 80s and started in LA way back then. They played their hearts out and hung around afterwards to do autographs. We saw LeAnn briefly and she said Ken did not come home last night from his labors until 2 am. They are working very hard and so far it seems to be a great success with lots of tickets sold and the booths seemed busy cranking out corn, corn dogs, chili, funnel cakes and a whole lot of other things. Cornfest is a huge production and its amazing to see all that goes into it. It lasts until tomorrow evening and then they start the process of taking it all away. It is done for charity and they often can donate thousands of dollars to various charities that help people locally. I'm so proud of Ken and LeAnn for the work they do every year. Little Brentwood really comes alive.
Tomorrow morning once again I'll wade into producing work, plus I'll be meeting the last renters to trade a few things they left for money, a key and new chairs that were stolen. I'll also need to drive the motorhome back home at some point and get it parked away beside the house. It will be a full and good day.
I've heard some really challenging talks this weekend on the dish, affirming of faith in a very good Lord who cares more than any of us do.
So love to all tonight,
Tim
This morning they climbed into the Civic which is the car I drive when I carry the girls anywhere. We moved through various emotions, I love you sissy to stop kicking me, the usual and then we arrived. Keanna is understandably shy about walking into a room with kids she does not know very well but the fact that Sylvia was there lured her in. Sylvia is an incredible person with plenty of love in her heart for all the little ones and tonight she is flying to Mexico for a mission trip which will last two weeks.
Kallie was one of two children in her Sabbath School and Kim was the teacher. Luke, Loren and Emilies grandson was the other little one. We all really had a good time and Kim did a great job with the shepherd - David story. Of course the kids favorite moment is the gold fish crackers and snack time.
Afterwards we went to McDonalds and the girls sat and ate their meal without any issues. Then we drove home where Nikki was ready to take them to a birthday party this afternoon at Black Diamond. I drifted home after that and had another nice blood sugar reading later in the afternoon, this time it was 91, a whole lot better than 175 which it has been often enough lately. I napped in my work chair, then had dinner with Lois and Ray at a local burrito place. Later in the evening Ray and I drove back to the Cornfest and heard a very loud band perform, Great White, they are really very good musicians but of course it was loud. They have been playing since the 80s and started in LA way back then. They played their hearts out and hung around afterwards to do autographs. We saw LeAnn briefly and she said Ken did not come home last night from his labors until 2 am. They are working very hard and so far it seems to be a great success with lots of tickets sold and the booths seemed busy cranking out corn, corn dogs, chili, funnel cakes and a whole lot of other things. Cornfest is a huge production and its amazing to see all that goes into it. It lasts until tomorrow evening and then they start the process of taking it all away. It is done for charity and they often can donate thousands of dollars to various charities that help people locally. I'm so proud of Ken and LeAnn for the work they do every year. Little Brentwood really comes alive.
Tomorrow morning once again I'll wade into producing work, plus I'll be meeting the last renters to trade a few things they left for money, a key and new chairs that were stolen. I'll also need to drive the motorhome back home at some point and get it parked away beside the house. It will be a full and good day.
I've heard some really challenging talks this weekend on the dish, affirming of faith in a very good Lord who cares more than any of us do.
So love to all tonight,
Tim
Friday, July 8, 2011
So I missed a night
I'm told I forgot to blog last night and after checking there is no record of my blog, must have hit the wrong button or could I have forgotten to write one?
It really has been that kind of week. I must tell you I finally did receive payment for one appraisal today in the mail. So I raced to the bank and made a deposit. I was so thankful for that one check but of course I desperately need lots more. Frankly I'm not sure what to think, I have laid out what my needs are before the Lord but there appears to be little or no answers coming. There are lots of new orders, not enough to get me caught up but still a really solid amount and many will not be paid for for at least a month but I'll need the funds then too.
This morning at a 10 am appointment I found Margo at the door. She was a fellow travel agent who worked with Nan. She has found a nice guy who was visiting from Florida some time back and they spend some time in Florida and some time here. We had a delightful talk, they love motorhomes, diesel engines, travel, grandkids so we had a lot to chat about. It was a nice moment.
Afterwards I drove over to visit the motorhome and Ken at Cornfest. What a huge understaking this is. This evening Nikki and girls had me go with them to see the Cornfest as the day was cooling and this evening it has been almost chilly, really terrific, they had arcades which the little girls loved, a petting zoo and pony rides and lots of good live music. We got to see LeAnn for a bit, Ken's wife, Ken and LeAnn are our long time neighbors to the east side of us and Ken is pretty much responsible for the CornFest. Tonight there were thousands of people there enjoying good eats, the carnival, music on two stages and lots of craft booths to tempt people to part with their money.
I've included a few photos from this evening. Anything one does with little ones is magic and tonight was no exception. The fireworks display was incredible and lasted for about 30 minutes. Kallie was ready to go home and Keanna covered her ears but we all had a great time.
I'm glad for the break, for the Sabbath and it looks like I'll be taking the girls to SS in the morning which is always fun to do.
So for now, enjoy the photos and love the ones you are with.
Tim
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It really has been that kind of week. I must tell you I finally did receive payment for one appraisal today in the mail. So I raced to the bank and made a deposit. I was so thankful for that one check but of course I desperately need lots more. Frankly I'm not sure what to think, I have laid out what my needs are before the Lord but there appears to be little or no answers coming. There are lots of new orders, not enough to get me caught up but still a really solid amount and many will not be paid for for at least a month but I'll need the funds then too.
This morning at a 10 am appointment I found Margo at the door. She was a fellow travel agent who worked with Nan. She has found a nice guy who was visiting from Florida some time back and they spend some time in Florida and some time here. We had a delightful talk, they love motorhomes, diesel engines, travel, grandkids so we had a lot to chat about. It was a nice moment.
Afterwards I drove over to visit the motorhome and Ken at Cornfest. What a huge understaking this is. This evening Nikki and girls had me go with them to see the Cornfest as the day was cooling and this evening it has been almost chilly, really terrific, they had arcades which the little girls loved, a petting zoo and pony rides and lots of good live music. We got to see LeAnn for a bit, Ken's wife, Ken and LeAnn are our long time neighbors to the east side of us and Ken is pretty much responsible for the CornFest. Tonight there were thousands of people there enjoying good eats, the carnival, music on two stages and lots of craft booths to tempt people to part with their money.
I've included a few photos from this evening. Anything one does with little ones is magic and tonight was no exception. The fireworks display was incredible and lasted for about 30 minutes. Kallie was ready to go home and Keanna covered her ears but we all had a great time.
I'm glad for the break, for the Sabbath and it looks like I'll be taking the girls to SS in the morning which is always fun to do.
So for now, enjoy the photos and love the ones you are with.
Tim
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Still no money
For those of you who think I'm just obsessed with money, well may I kindly suggest you go without any income for 3 weeks and still have many business related expenses that are taking place every day. I'm so far beyond despair yet my work load is full. I wrote three reviews today including a very tough one for a little place in Brentwood. The report was completed in 2007 and now Freddi Mac wants to know if it was done correctly or not. It was not and was about $40,000 to high at the time but proving my case took hours of work. Much more work than creating a new appraisal from scratch.
Orders have come in, 4 in all today for which I am eternally grateful. They are all full orders instead of reviews so they pay more. I've noticed that companies are starting to increase what they pay gradually. I think they are getting the message that they are killing us off slowly but actually every day. Nearly 1/2 of the CA appraisers have quit or are about to quit, its that bad. My income is down to about 1/5 of what it used to be.
Its been a pleasant day, well it was until the mail came. I was quickly confident that there would be something in the mail but instead of checks there were more hassles. Today I dealt with Apria who is charging me a lot more each month than the amount I had been told would be charged and after a long hold time I spoke to several people there, none were helpful.
In the morning I'm going to see my doctor and get going on some new blood work, its way past time.
Well thats about it for today. At 6:15 I inspected a property in Stockton this evening. Then home to find more orders and I've just took a few minutes to watch part of Covert Affairs, a program I enjoy a lot.
Have a good night,
Love to all
Tim
Orders have come in, 4 in all today for which I am eternally grateful. They are all full orders instead of reviews so they pay more. I've noticed that companies are starting to increase what they pay gradually. I think they are getting the message that they are killing us off slowly but actually every day. Nearly 1/2 of the CA appraisers have quit or are about to quit, its that bad. My income is down to about 1/5 of what it used to be.
Its been a pleasant day, well it was until the mail came. I was quickly confident that there would be something in the mail but instead of checks there were more hassles. Today I dealt with Apria who is charging me a lot more each month than the amount I had been told would be charged and after a long hold time I spoke to several people there, none were helpful.
In the morning I'm going to see my doctor and get going on some new blood work, its way past time.
Well thats about it for today. At 6:15 I inspected a property in Stockton this evening. Then home to find more orders and I've just took a few minutes to watch part of Covert Affairs, a program I enjoy a lot.
Have a good night,
Love to all
Tim
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
And then Summer arrived....whew
Dear Friends and Family,
Well our hot weather is upon us. When I headed to bed last night I forgot I had not turned the AC on and the room was incredibly hot so I came back downstairs and worked until 12:30. It was growing cooler and I feel asleep instantly.
This morning once I was fully awake I stumbled from bed and went outside to dump the RV tanks while it was still sort of cool. With that task behind me I turned to fixing a valve that was dumping water under the front lawn. After fighting that for awhile I retrieved the pipe wrench that Jerry had thought to bring me on his last trip. That did the trick and after a quick trip to ACE in town for a cap the leak was repaired. Then looking at the fast growing lawn I grabbed the push mower and knocked down the grass, by then it was hot and that was not really a fun exercise but it did get my heart pumping. Once inside I made a smoothie with blue berries, strawberries, a fig newton bar, some protein powder, soy milk, ice and water along with a banana. It was great.
Then I settled in to write up an appraisal that was due today. Can you imagine my disappointment when upon completing the report I discovered that I had not taken the comp photos. I had been forced to find a bathroom which happened to be a Burger King. Once I finished eating I just drove home totally forgetting to go back and shoot the comps.
That meant I had to drop everything and drive to Danville to shoot the comps. Once that was completed I drove onto the Oakland hills and did the review, that seemed to take forever, the roads are twisted, narrow and dangerous, some teens almost ran over me but someone was watching over me and them too. Once Oakland was put behind me I drove to Emeryville to conduct another review, then drove home arriving about 9:45.
I quickly inserted the photos into the report and just emailed it to them. Well it is still today but a bit later than I planned.
Now its bed time for sure.
If felt different to be back to work with no kiddo smiles or play. Now a perfect world would be to live on a street with both families living nearby. But of course we don't live in a perfect world and I doubt Nikki and Jason would consider that a perfect world anyway, they do their own thing and do it very well.
So good night, oh by the way still no money today, its like there is a filter installed on incoming mail and all checks are sent elsewhere. Its so past critical.
Sending love to all,
Tim
Well our hot weather is upon us. When I headed to bed last night I forgot I had not turned the AC on and the room was incredibly hot so I came back downstairs and worked until 12:30. It was growing cooler and I feel asleep instantly.
This morning once I was fully awake I stumbled from bed and went outside to dump the RV tanks while it was still sort of cool. With that task behind me I turned to fixing a valve that was dumping water under the front lawn. After fighting that for awhile I retrieved the pipe wrench that Jerry had thought to bring me on his last trip. That did the trick and after a quick trip to ACE in town for a cap the leak was repaired. Then looking at the fast growing lawn I grabbed the push mower and knocked down the grass, by then it was hot and that was not really a fun exercise but it did get my heart pumping. Once inside I made a smoothie with blue berries, strawberries, a fig newton bar, some protein powder, soy milk, ice and water along with a banana. It was great.
Then I settled in to write up an appraisal that was due today. Can you imagine my disappointment when upon completing the report I discovered that I had not taken the comp photos. I had been forced to find a bathroom which happened to be a Burger King. Once I finished eating I just drove home totally forgetting to go back and shoot the comps.
That meant I had to drop everything and drive to Danville to shoot the comps. Once that was completed I drove onto the Oakland hills and did the review, that seemed to take forever, the roads are twisted, narrow and dangerous, some teens almost ran over me but someone was watching over me and them too. Once Oakland was put behind me I drove to Emeryville to conduct another review, then drove home arriving about 9:45.
I quickly inserted the photos into the report and just emailed it to them. Well it is still today but a bit later than I planned.
Now its bed time for sure.
If felt different to be back to work with no kiddo smiles or play. Now a perfect world would be to live on a street with both families living nearby. But of course we don't live in a perfect world and I doubt Nikki and Jason would consider that a perfect world anyway, they do their own thing and do it very well.
So good night, oh by the way still no money today, its like there is a filter installed on incoming mail and all checks are sent elsewhere. Its so past critical.
Sending love to all,
Tim
Monday, July 4, 2011
4th of July - Outstanding day
Dear Family and Friends
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It started at 7 this morning when my iphone faithfully informed me that it was time to get up and go for a walk on the beach, study the breakers and breath the great sea air. Instead I rolled over but Starr was having none of it, she wanted to get up so we did. It was cold, well actually about 55 degrees and it felt good to walk. There were few people on the beach, a few joggers, a lone fisherman, not even many birds, just quiet and the sea. It was one of those moments you reach out for, cry for during the middle of a stressful week, let me have a few minutes in nature and let it heal the many cuts and scrapes that happen all through the week. The sea, the breakers, the quiet morning did its job.
Breakfast was happy, tasty and had a cup of Jason's famous rain forest blend coffee and Jo's crepes. They it was packing time, for them it was for the Giants game and for me it was to head home with the coach. Its not easy for me to drive away leaving an important part of my family behind but partings are the price you pay for gatherings and the gatherings are worth it all.
As I headed home I made contact with by brother Jerry and sister Sibyl via the blue tooth in my ear. I even reached Sylvia who was surrounded with little ones in a part somewhere in Tracy.
As I drove each crest of a hill yielded an increase in the ambient temperature until I found downright heat as I guided the motorhome into my own valley, the cool crisp air of the morning was replaced with the furnace of the Discovery Bay.
Once home I plugged the motorhome into the outlet at my home and turned on the roof AC so unloading would be comfortable. Once inside I found I had left the AC on 77, not what I planned to do at all, waste of money but nice today. The office was comfortable due to a little window AC that works faithfully to keep the computers and printers from being too hot. I settled in and did research for some of the drivebys that I planned to visit this afternoon. As the afternoon passed I decided to just do the Brentwood and Antioch work and leave the other more distant locations for tomorrow. Their dues dates were further out than I had expected. Nikki invited me to a BBQ at their home, something you never want to miss. I went over and watched as Kallie enjoyed their new pool as Steve tried to make his Stainless Steel BBQ work, it never would with three different propane tanks even. But Nikki had plenty of excellent food going in the kitchen. For one thing she had the best corn of the season, grillers, mashed potatoes, tasty breads and hot dogs. No one was hungry afterwards.
As the evening progressed and the sun set the action moved to the street where many little fireworks just happened to burst into glory, kids played with sparklers and everyone had a great time talking. We had to keep a watchful eye out for the police who were out in force trying to keep Discovery Bay from burning its self down. A great time was had by all.
Now I'm home, sharing some thoughts with you and then heading to bed.
Last week was tough to muddle through. Many things made it depressing and frightening and my emotional state was pretty low yet once again a chance to be with family, to feel alive and human again, its a real lift.
As you know I am a great believer in starting over, I do not see any weakness in starting over from scratch so that's where I find myself again and I welcome the chance, the opportunities this week offers. Thank you for standing with me during last week when I was pretty low.
So tonight I'm sending a special expression of gratitude to my family. You are really great.
Love to all
tim
Breakfast was happy, tasty and had a cup of Jason's famous rain forest blend coffee and Jo's crepes. They it was packing time, for them it was for the Giants game and for me it was to head home with the coach. Its not easy for me to drive away leaving an important part of my family behind but partings are the price you pay for gatherings and the gatherings are worth it all.
As I headed home I made contact with by brother Jerry and sister Sibyl via the blue tooth in my ear. I even reached Sylvia who was surrounded with little ones in a part somewhere in Tracy.
As I drove each crest of a hill yielded an increase in the ambient temperature until I found downright heat as I guided the motorhome into my own valley, the cool crisp air of the morning was replaced with the furnace of the Discovery Bay.
Once home I plugged the motorhome into the outlet at my home and turned on the roof AC so unloading would be comfortable. Once inside I found I had left the AC on 77, not what I planned to do at all, waste of money but nice today. The office was comfortable due to a little window AC that works faithfully to keep the computers and printers from being too hot. I settled in and did research for some of the drivebys that I planned to visit this afternoon. As the afternoon passed I decided to just do the Brentwood and Antioch work and leave the other more distant locations for tomorrow. Their dues dates were further out than I had expected. Nikki invited me to a BBQ at their home, something you never want to miss. I went over and watched as Kallie enjoyed their new pool as Steve tried to make his Stainless Steel BBQ work, it never would with three different propane tanks even. But Nikki had plenty of excellent food going in the kitchen. For one thing she had the best corn of the season, grillers, mashed potatoes, tasty breads and hot dogs. No one was hungry afterwards.
As the evening progressed and the sun set the action moved to the street where many little fireworks just happened to burst into glory, kids played with sparklers and everyone had a great time talking. We had to keep a watchful eye out for the police who were out in force trying to keep Discovery Bay from burning its self down. A great time was had by all.
Now I'm home, sharing some thoughts with you and then heading to bed.
Last week was tough to muddle through. Many things made it depressing and frightening and my emotional state was pretty low yet once again a chance to be with family, to feel alive and human again, its a real lift.
As you know I am a great believer in starting over, I do not see any weakness in starting over from scratch so that's where I find myself again and I welcome the chance, the opportunities this week offers. Thank you for standing with me during last week when I was pretty low.
So tonight I'm sending a special expression of gratitude to my family. You are really great.
Love to all
tim
Sunday, July 3, 2011
A great day
Hi, this has been a wonderful day with tons of kiddo time, great food, perfect weather and fun. Today Mia was crawling up a storm. She wanted to play with Timothy's cars and would crawl after them as Jo moved them forward. She is really determined and makes funny faces as she crawls. She is a very willing eater and wants constant bites of food once you start. We had lunch with Chris and Stephanie. Chris used to be jason's roomate in the Texas house. I've had Starr on the grass for long periods of time which she loved.
In the morning I'll head back home so ken can use the motorhome for cornfest in Brentwood.
I have lots of work to do once I get home for which I am grateful.
This is a short message tonight because I'm sending it from the iPhone.
Love to all. Enjoy the 4th!
Tim
In the morning I'll head back home so ken can use the motorhome for cornfest in Brentwood.
I have lots of work to do once I get home for which I am grateful.
This is a short message tonight because I'm sending it from the iPhone.
Love to all. Enjoy the 4th!
Tim
Saturday, July 2, 2011
At MBA
As I write this evening I'm in an interesting scene. Timothy is eating an ice cream cone which I've just filled with soy ice cream, a purchase I made this afternoon as I was on my way here. Mia is crawling over the floor chasing toys and Uncle Clayton is watching over her with earphones on his ears. He just told me, to keep Mia busy just give her something shiny like a crow. Interesting observation. So these two kids are in the great experienced hands of Pappa, official diaper changer and Clayton, baby feeder.
I started the day trying to pray and clear my head of many conflicting ideas and fears, once I got up and showered things began to work in my meager brain. I drove over to see if Kallie could go to SS but that did not work out, the girls had plans. I finally decided I would bring the motorhome and enjoy my stay but that meant some very hot work, carrying things to the coach, moving it out from its parking place next to the garage, starting the frig. After awhile I decided that I had enough on board and closed the garage door. Starr was sitting on her towel and very excited about taking the trip. She loves to travel and get out of her tiny existence in the office.
The trip seemed to take forever. Once I reached San Jose and turned south on 101 I remembered Nikki's words, remember don't go down 101 due to the huge motorcycle rally in Hollister. Well it was too late to turn back but it took an extra hour getting to the place where I turned toward Watsonville.
Once I made that final turn onto 129 I think it is the air began to cool. I had left Discovery Bay with an expected temperature of over 100 today and it was a balmy perfect day when I arrived. Mia was awake and crawling on the floor but Timothy and Clayton were napping. It was great to see Jason and Jo once again and after a bit we all went our own ways for a nap. The cool breezes wafting through the motorhome made for a relaxing place to snooze. But soon Jason and Timothy were at the door asking, want to go to the beach? Well you bet.
We enjoyed meeting people and sharing some pleasant time as the breakers crashed nearby. Several v shaped flocks of Brown Pelicans flew over gliding with hardly any wing movement. They were beautiful. Eventually we headed back home and Timothy was chattering about what he had seen and was soon to do. He is a very bright boy with so much spirit and spunk. Totally fun to observe.
Jo had prepared some vegan apple crunch which along with the ice cream I had picked up on the way was heavenly.
This evening Jason and Jo dressed for their night out, celebrating their July 4th anniversary. They have texted in a few times to check on things. I made the mistake of putting Mia down too soon. She wanted none of it and cried huge tears for about 15 minutes. Finally Clayton and I picked her up, calmed her down and then she sat with us on the couch for about 45 minutes playing, smiling and finally showed signs of becoming sleepy. This time when I put her in her bed, it was instant sleep.
I'm in that frame of mind, you know the one that sames change is vacation. Its true, as I drove down I felt the levels of frustration and fear gradually melt away and life return. Oh yes there are challenges to meet for all of us in this family, we are all in a time when the things we thought were forever a few years ago are now in question. Hating change like I do and living on a level where if a door slams I jump and my heart races I seldom can say I'm at peace or enjoying life very much. However tonight here with family it feels good. Like last week when Kallie came to visit and it felt good, there was a clear purpose for going through the motions of living, for doing the right things, it helped someone. Kallie had a great time on her visit, Keanna had had a wonderful afternoon with Sylvia learning how to sew and now I'm having a relaxing and meaningful time with this part of the family. Clayton is remarkable good with the kids, he is Jo's younger brother and has lived here at times attending classes. He came back with them from Denver since his mom is in Asia right now. He has a gentle calming way with the kids that is quite unusual for a young man. I've certainly appreciated working with him this evening caring for the two little ones.
So now I'll walk the few steps to the motorhome, tuck Starr in for the night and sleep alone once again. For those of you not sleeping alone, I really hope you appreciate having someone near. Its not just sex though that is good but even more so is having someone near who is your someone, its you and that person against the world, a coconspirator, a partner, a friend, someone to watch your back, to give you advice, feedback, to affirm your worth.
At this point I don't know whether I would be wise to just accept the fact that I'm destined to be alone for ever or to hold out hope that somewhere, sometime I'll find a person who can love me, put up with me, retrain me, can walk hand in hand with me and experience the love and attention I have to given. Perhaps time will tell.
Sending love to all, happy holiday
Tim
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I started the day trying to pray and clear my head of many conflicting ideas and fears, once I got up and showered things began to work in my meager brain. I drove over to see if Kallie could go to SS but that did not work out, the girls had plans. I finally decided I would bring the motorhome and enjoy my stay but that meant some very hot work, carrying things to the coach, moving it out from its parking place next to the garage, starting the frig. After awhile I decided that I had enough on board and closed the garage door. Starr was sitting on her towel and very excited about taking the trip. She loves to travel and get out of her tiny existence in the office.
The trip seemed to take forever. Once I reached San Jose and turned south on 101 I remembered Nikki's words, remember don't go down 101 due to the huge motorcycle rally in Hollister. Well it was too late to turn back but it took an extra hour getting to the place where I turned toward Watsonville.
Once I made that final turn onto 129 I think it is the air began to cool. I had left Discovery Bay with an expected temperature of over 100 today and it was a balmy perfect day when I arrived. Mia was awake and crawling on the floor but Timothy and Clayton were napping. It was great to see Jason and Jo once again and after a bit we all went our own ways for a nap. The cool breezes wafting through the motorhome made for a relaxing place to snooze. But soon Jason and Timothy were at the door asking, want to go to the beach? Well you bet.
We enjoyed meeting people and sharing some pleasant time as the breakers crashed nearby. Several v shaped flocks of Brown Pelicans flew over gliding with hardly any wing movement. They were beautiful. Eventually we headed back home and Timothy was chattering about what he had seen and was soon to do. He is a very bright boy with so much spirit and spunk. Totally fun to observe.
Jo had prepared some vegan apple crunch which along with the ice cream I had picked up on the way was heavenly.
This evening Jason and Jo dressed for their night out, celebrating their July 4th anniversary. They have texted in a few times to check on things. I made the mistake of putting Mia down too soon. She wanted none of it and cried huge tears for about 15 minutes. Finally Clayton and I picked her up, calmed her down and then she sat with us on the couch for about 45 minutes playing, smiling and finally showed signs of becoming sleepy. This time when I put her in her bed, it was instant sleep.
I'm in that frame of mind, you know the one that sames change is vacation. Its true, as I drove down I felt the levels of frustration and fear gradually melt away and life return. Oh yes there are challenges to meet for all of us in this family, we are all in a time when the things we thought were forever a few years ago are now in question. Hating change like I do and living on a level where if a door slams I jump and my heart races I seldom can say I'm at peace or enjoying life very much. However tonight here with family it feels good. Like last week when Kallie came to visit and it felt good, there was a clear purpose for going through the motions of living, for doing the right things, it helped someone. Kallie had a great time on her visit, Keanna had had a wonderful afternoon with Sylvia learning how to sew and now I'm having a relaxing and meaningful time with this part of the family. Clayton is remarkable good with the kids, he is Jo's younger brother and has lived here at times attending classes. He came back with them from Denver since his mom is in Asia right now. He has a gentle calming way with the kids that is quite unusual for a young man. I've certainly appreciated working with him this evening caring for the two little ones.
So now I'll walk the few steps to the motorhome, tuck Starr in for the night and sleep alone once again. For those of you not sleeping alone, I really hope you appreciate having someone near. Its not just sex though that is good but even more so is having someone near who is your someone, its you and that person against the world, a coconspirator, a partner, a friend, someone to watch your back, to give you advice, feedback, to affirm your worth.
At this point I don't know whether I would be wise to just accept the fact that I'm destined to be alone for ever or to hold out hope that somewhere, sometime I'll find a person who can love me, put up with me, retrain me, can walk hand in hand with me and experience the love and attention I have to given. Perhaps time will tell.
Sending love to all, happy holiday
Tim
Friday, July 1, 2011
An ominous week
Good evening,
How are you tonight? Does it feel like your life is on track? I certainly hope so because my life feels like a process of waiting for the next crisis to hit. I hate it. I miss the life where there was laughter, good food, travel and balance. I'm wondering if this is it, is this how its going to be from now on. I know that some of you will identify with the feelings, drastic changes are thrust on you and then you have to just deal with life on a day to day basis with little hope or meaning.
This morning I woke to a sunny day outside, made breakfast and then set to work. I have a golden opportunity to work for two new companies but each requires an E&O policy with a million dollar coverage. I've reduced my coverage to just $500,000 for the last few years but today I took the steps to get the policy back to the million dollar level. It only cost $16 to get the coverage and I thought it was worth it. That took a few hours to get filled out, scanned and emailed back to the broker. Once I get the new binder then I can apply with these new companies, these are companies that asked me to join, not the other way around so it is promising.
Today I've spend a lot of time doing conditions, you know those free hours when you fix things because someone in the food chain decided they wanted wording just their way. Today is was please confirm that the 4 wall heaters for the subject property can keep the home above 50 degrees and are typical of the area. Well in Richmond probably half of the homes have wall heaters, its that kind of thing that drives you crazy. There are so many little minds in the whole process and any one of them can demand something even if it has nothing to do with the resulting loan. Fun fun.
I think I'm taking Kallie to SS in the morning and then I'm driving down to MBA to see the kiddos there. Its been a while and I look forward to seeing them all. This time its the bug going, not the motorhome since I just can't justify driving the coach all that way and spending about $70 in the process. I might rethink this tomorrow but for now I plan to drive the bug.
So for now its bed time, I want to thank those of you who took time to remember me in prayer. I have to admit I have a lot on my mind. Its nice to be remembered.
Love to one and all,
Tim
How are you tonight? Does it feel like your life is on track? I certainly hope so because my life feels like a process of waiting for the next crisis to hit. I hate it. I miss the life where there was laughter, good food, travel and balance. I'm wondering if this is it, is this how its going to be from now on. I know that some of you will identify with the feelings, drastic changes are thrust on you and then you have to just deal with life on a day to day basis with little hope or meaning.
This morning I woke to a sunny day outside, made breakfast and then set to work. I have a golden opportunity to work for two new companies but each requires an E&O policy with a million dollar coverage. I've reduced my coverage to just $500,000 for the last few years but today I took the steps to get the policy back to the million dollar level. It only cost $16 to get the coverage and I thought it was worth it. That took a few hours to get filled out, scanned and emailed back to the broker. Once I get the new binder then I can apply with these new companies, these are companies that asked me to join, not the other way around so it is promising.
Today I've spend a lot of time doing conditions, you know those free hours when you fix things because someone in the food chain decided they wanted wording just their way. Today is was please confirm that the 4 wall heaters for the subject property can keep the home above 50 degrees and are typical of the area. Well in Richmond probably half of the homes have wall heaters, its that kind of thing that drives you crazy. There are so many little minds in the whole process and any one of them can demand something even if it has nothing to do with the resulting loan. Fun fun.
I think I'm taking Kallie to SS in the morning and then I'm driving down to MBA to see the kiddos there. Its been a while and I look forward to seeing them all. This time its the bug going, not the motorhome since I just can't justify driving the coach all that way and spending about $70 in the process. I might rethink this tomorrow but for now I plan to drive the bug.
So for now its bed time, I want to thank those of you who took time to remember me in prayer. I have to admit I have a lot on my mind. Its nice to be remembered.
Love to one and all,
Tim
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