Friday, December 31, 2010

A new canvas

Dear Fellow Painters,
Tonight we are being presented with a new canvas, clean and white, it waits for our brushstrokes, our shading, our sketching, our new pictures.  What will we paint on the canvas of the new year.  Are there images that we would like to leave behind?  Are there themes we want to feature, strokes we want to make more featured and predominate?
As I contemplate my life there is so much I want to jettison, to leave behind and I long in my heart to be able to love everyone I meet including on the roadways, love them in the same manner as Jesus loves, not with sticky gooey love but with principled caring, genuine compassion, unselfish acts.  I know a few people who live their lives that way, they hearts are pure, they attempt only to do good and when our lives are touched by these special people we are better for it.
I am so ready to move forward, to really live again, today I had a chance to speak with Roxanna, our friend who lives in CT.  She is one of those people that can tell me anything, even harsh things it seems at the time yet I know she is incapable of being evil or mean, when she says something it is from a heart of love and once you learn that they you can grow from her counsel.  It was so nice to talk to her and remember our wonderful time in Costa Rica a water shed time for me.  I went there still looking back and came home looking forward.  I'll never forget the healing and redemptive days I spent with such a great group of people.  I want more of that this year.  I love people yet I'm hardly ever with them.  I treasure the time I spend with the little ones and I think they enjoy it too yet I enjoy time with adults as well but rarely make any attempt at being social.  Shame on me.

You have a new canvas too, do the adventuresome thing, launch yourself into the new year with your best foot forward, singing or humming a tune, yes this means you too George, no one sings quite like you do.

I've loved your support and friendship in 2010 and I'll need it just as much in 2011.

Love

tim

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Under the weather again

Dear Readers,
This has been a day marked by depleting Kleenex supplies, throat pains and a ill conceived walk around the lake this morning.
Yes Ken persuaded me that the walk would be good.  Well even though I dressed for the cold some of it still seeped through.  I had tossed and turned the night away and woke with a fierce sore throat, head congestion and a strong desire not to face a cold room.  But the unthinking alarm clock emitted it horrible sounds at 6:13 and the day began.  Starr looked at me through blurry eyes saying what, its still night time.
Ken and I made it around in the cold and once I returned I stoked the fire and snuggled under my Alaska blanket and woke an hour later to discover that somehow I had the PBS children's channel on.  During the day I took turns working and resting and ran a couple tissue boxes out of supply.  I just felt lousy and nothing changed during the day.  I was able to get some work completed and this afternoon I was overjoyed to discover a new order that had come in.
Once I had the new order in hand I quickly called the agent, confirmed an appointment for tomorrow and did the backup research.  I see this newly decorated home in Pleasanton at 11 tomorrow morning, sickness or not.  I had been asking God to send an order, I should have ask for several I guess but I'm very thankful for the one order.
This evening I pulled out a box that I had been considering for months, a box that creates a pasta dinner.  So I opened it, selected the low calorie way of making it and added broccoli to it as it cooled.  It was a feast. This evening I've been watching past DRV episodes of the Closer, a very well written and interesting show.  I've had a fire burning for the last several days, once it is burning brightly I shut the draft totally and it simmers and chars its way slowing giving off steady heat and it lasts for hours that way.  Then when I'm ready for more heat I add wood, open the draft and let it roar.  This morning I was so cold and with extra wood the room was finally 76, very comfortable for a change.
Lois came to visit searching for books and books on tape to listen to.  I have quite a library here and she was able to find some Nora Roberts books that will keep her busy on these cold days and nights. 
I look forward to feeling better soon.  I really feel rough right now but these things happen.  I've been pushing the little cuties, those little oranges, drinking lots of water and catching all the rest I can.
So how is your winter going?  I know that some of you who read this have really cold weather to deal with and I salute you for learning to cope with it.  You must find it very funny that we complain of cold.  Our walk this morning was in 36 degree cold, not really cold by some standards.  Yet it seems cold to us and when illness strikes then the cold seems more offensive.

I'm trying to keep the mental state in check.  I'm bored, not motivated at all and am sort of hibernating in a way during this time between Christmas and New Years.

In many ways I'm really ready to move on with my life, to discover what is around the corner, to experience some togetherness instead of aloneness.  I often wonder what God has in mind for my life.  Its easy for me to think that my life is past, that real living was at some point in the past yet I refuse to totally give in to this feeling.  There are many things that I cope with that present challenges. 

So I send my love to each and every one of you tonight,

Tim

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Baby the wind does blow

Winnie the Poo would call it blustery, he would be right.  All night and for most of the day the winds have blown here and they are blowing cold tonight.  Lois just said it was 45 outside and for those of us who live in delicate climates 45 is COLD.  OK.
This morning Starr finally had to push me out of bed, it felt good to just roll over and stay warm.  Eventually I did have to get up, had breakfast, fed Starr her wet food breakfast, got a fire going and came to the office to work.  At noon I left for Pleasanton to see a home that is languishing on the market without selling.  It is a fine home with a huge 1/2 acre lot, views of the coastal range of mountains, has a beautiful in ground pool and spa surrounded by slate, large RV parking pad.  And only a mere million dollars but for some reason it has not sold.  So I'm hired to determine a fair market value based on other home sales in the area.  I used to shy away from these kinds of requests but now I just find the facts, report the facts and deposit the check.
After completing the assignment my GPS led me to a Taco Bell.  Then I started to Antioch to see Dr. Jim.  The traffic was not moving on 680 going north and I ended up 20 minutes late.  After a brief wait I saw Jim and he helped with the heel pain, a prescription and a suggestion to purchase something that goes in the shoe to help with the pain.
Once I left Jim's office my car veered off Lone Tree right into the parking lot of UNO's Chicago Style Pizza.  Their soup was great, their deep dish spinocoli was greater, filled with good veges the pizza was perfect.
Now I'm home out of the wind and heading for bed soon.
Starr was so happy to hear me come home, she tries to jump and cries at me glad that I'm at home.

Well it is that slow time of the year and I've slowed down along with it.  There are so many things I should be doing or could be doing or might do, Sylvia suggested I consider making lists, she is incredible about accomplishing things with her lists but I sort of get tired thinking about it, perhaps tomorrow or the next day!

I've just talked to my brother, Jerry.  His world is a bit colder and has more snow since he lives in the shadow of Mt Shasta.  Yet he finds a way to get out and walk several miles nearly every day, has trimmed up a lot since he retired and is doing so well.  I wish I lived closer to he and Donna.  Their home is always brimming with family, great meals come out of the kitchen and there is a sense of love there that is very special.  I love talking to my family, they keep me sane or at least partially so.

Love to all of you,

Tim

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Slow times

Dear Family and Friends,
This has been like a day in slow motion.  Ken and I walked this morning, it was cold and we both felt the effects of the walk.  Then using the new French Press I made some coffee and oatmeal. 
Soon I was at my desk working and I slugged through writing a report for the sale of a huge house here in Discovery Bay. Midway through the day I actually went back to the house to remeasure it.  Our prior measurements had yielded a living area that was larger than that reported in public records.  I discovered that we had included a room on the second level that did not exist, it had existed on the blue prints but not when the house was actually constructed.  The geese put up a fuss but I didn't go anywhere near them.  They need some sort of therapy I think.
After shooting comp photos and remeasuring the house I headed back to the office and after hours I finally finished the report.  This one pays $520 so it was well worth the effort.
Then it was off to Weight Watchers in the driving rain, bad news there where I had gained a pound, oh well Christmas can do that to you.
After weight watchers was over I drove to Red Robin for a garden burger, what a feast.  Then back home to sort of just hang around, enjoy the roaring fire and sit with Starr and watch frontline.

Now it is bedtime.  I have some photos to share but so far I've not figured out how to email photos from my phone.  I'll learn soon.

Tomorrow afternoon I get to see a huge house in Pleasanton, collect a nice check and then drive to see Dr. Jim Edwards for a very painful left heel.  Its been bad for about a month.

Good night friends and family,

Love

tim

Monday, December 27, 2010

Back

I find it no fun at all to have to resume a resemblance of a work week when one has just been with family and relaxing.
Today the stuff from the motorhome gradually made its way back into the house, Lois helped me back up so I could dump the tanks, I checked the fallen microwave oven and wonder of wonders it works fine.  Now to reassemble it back into place.
I have the kitchen spotless, dishes all washed, made pancakes for breakfast, huge salad for lunch and recently this evening soup and sandwich's.  I have a beautiful fire going, all glow and a few flames, stunningly beautiful music on the computer from XM online.  It is just incredible and with NO commercials ever.  Just first rate music by the hour for $2.99 a month.  Well worth it, I can even get it through the iphone if I want to pay for the data charges incurred.  And speaking of the iphone it is working so well, I've been able to text good friends, check the weather in about 5 locations at the same time, determine addresses that eluded me, find out where I am at the moment instantly, check my emails from both accounts all the time.  It was my own Christmas present to me and I've very glad I did it.  Steve has helped me a lot in the learning of how to make it work.  There is lots I still need to learn.

Right now I'm listening to XM channel 77 online through my computer.  The music is Ralph Vaughn Williams, The Lark Ascending.  Stunningly beautiful music.  If you've never heard it get it and listen.  It will calm your soul and stir your passions!!!

Well I am at that point where I have a few to write up but otherwise I'm "out of work".  Its not unusual to be low on work this time of the year as few people are buying homes or refinancing right now.

Did I tell you about the geese attack?  While I was seeing a home on Friday afternoon I needed to shoot the photo of the rear of the house from the dock but there were two very angry geese guarding it, they attached me over and over again and I just kept kicking at them making them back up, pretty funny.  I'll include a couple photos here for your enjoyment.  Also a couple of the kidos that happen to be in this camera.  Much better photos were taken but they are not in my camera.

Good night all,

love






Tim

Sunday, December 26, 2010

What a time!

Dear Family and Friends,
I've just got to say the whole Christmas thing turned out much better than I could have dreamed.  And I think I have the greatest kids and kiddos in the world.  I do have a right to think that right!!

Jason and Jo got home last time to find both little ones sleeping soundly.  Of course I was right next to Mia in case she stirred I could push the little pacifier back into her mouth.  They had a nice time out and I had a great time in being Pappa.

I had the motorhome in the driveway so slipped out in the rain to go to bed.  Well I had a mocha and walked Starr and then finally went to bed.  During the night it rained very hard several times, in a motorhome you hear the rain as it is hitting the roof which is about 5 feet above you.  I like the sound, cozy warm, furnace doing its thing, blankets doing the rest and Starr's little warm body nearby.

This morning we rolled out and went for a walk, Starr did pretty well on her shaky hind legs. Jason had some of the Christmas coffee brewed and that was great.  During the morning I pulled out the old super 8 digital camcorder, hooked it up and we enjoyed watching a Christmas at our house from 20 years ago.  Nan was in great shape, before the tumors were discovered, Jason was  a little guy and Nikki was a 16 or 17 year old.  I had brown hair, as Timothy said,  The kids watched unbelieving that Jason could have been so young.  It was a great trip back in time.  Midday Nikki arrived with the girls and we watched more of the old movies including her wedding, that was fun too to see Steve with his flowing long hair, Nikki in her beautiful dress and Jason and me both slim and trim.

We also watched a tape of a Jason birthday party, he always had a football game in the water out back and there were so many of his now adult friends there playing.  It was a trip back in time.  Jo put up with all of us remembering and was very gracious about it all.  Jason made cottage cheese loaf for lunch and along with asparagus the meal was great.

In the afternoon we opened presents and these kids are getting real good at opening presents.  I scored big with some incredibly good things from Harry and David, a GPS from Nikki and Steve and a large blanket that has photos of the kids and family on it.  It is wonderful, going up on the wall in my office for sure.

This evening I drove home in the motorhome and after hitting some very large potholes in the road the microwave came undone and fell right out of the cabinets.  That was a shock.  I think it is going to be OK but there will be some work to do to make it secure again.

I am so thankful for the wonderful Christmas I was permitted to be a part of with this wonderful family.  Every person adds something and together it is a very special group for which I am eternally thankful.

Love

tim

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Babysitting! So nice!

Dear family and friends,
I'm here in quiet room with only the glow of the tree. Mia is fast asleep a few feet away. The kids have gone to the movies taking advantage of a very willing papa. Timothy is fast asleep too. It has been a magic day.
This morning was Christmas with the shipleys and included Swedish pancakes! The girls had a blast opening presents, it great to be apart of.
I left at noon in the motor home and as I traveled the weather grew worse. Wind, rain and slippery roads made for interesting travel conditions. Once I reached 17 things grew worse. 4cars piled up in the fast lane and stopped me for about 30minutes. Finally it cleared and I arrived about 3 pm.
We opened gifts enjoyed the kids very much. Then we had to build the train table. It rained all afternoon so the ground was to soft to park on. So tonight I'm parked in the driveway with the levelers keeping the coach on an even keel. I hope the kiddos stay sleeping but I doubt it will happen.
I am blesses with such marvelous kids.
Mia is stirring! Got to go.

love to all, merry Christmas.

Tim












Lo

Friday, December 24, 2010

Ready or not Christmas is here again

Well I've had a nice afternoon of Christmas shopping and an even nicer evening of wrapping presents so now I'm ready.  Nikki came by for a short visit and to take care of a few things that needed attention and then Art came for a short visit.  It was great to see both of them.  Art is so funny and clever, the most loyal friend one could ever want, just a great human being.  Nikki helps me so much with knowing what to buy for the girls and like her mother even herself at times.  Nan would often find, purchase, wrap and then open excitedly gifts.  She was a hoot, that way she did not have to put up with my getting the wrong size or color or style.

This evening once I got home I decided to move the wood pile from the front driveway to the rear wood holder.  Its been hidden by the motorhome but now I'm driving the motorhome to MBA tomorrow so the wood pile would be exposed to possible sticky fingers.  So I did my little exercise bit and carried all the wood to the back deck.  That plus getting up at 5:30 this morning has pretty much worn me down. 

Once inside I made a baked potato with pinto beans, cottage cheese and sauteed mushrooms.  I cut a fresh tomato over the top.  It was an excellent meal and very filling.  I turned on the christian dish and found the loma linda Christmas eve service.  The music was incredible, the whole program was excellent.  What a blessing the dish is with so many choices of good stuff and of course some dumb stuff too.  I just can't believe how some preachers act, crazy showmen, totally unbelievable to me.  I would not even buy a Yugo from them.

With candles burning, stunningly beautiful music playing, a fire burning I set to work to wrap the treasures.  I had enough wrapping paper from the past to do the job, the bows were plenty and they are all wrapped.  It was sort of fun, knowing I'm carrying on a tradition that Nan instilled in all of us, to make Christmas about giving needed gifts and a little fluff too.

Now I'm so tired I could fall over.

Last nights adventure was interesting.  No I did not spend the night with a 30 year old female nurse, darn!  Instead I spent the night with a young guy from Pakistan who was very professional and kind.  We started the night at 8:30.  It took him 40 minutes to get me entirely wired and then I went to bed.  The first part of the night was without the sleep machine, just bare, no help.  I felt I could not go to sleep but later he told me that I had slept enough for the sensors to tell the story of my sleep apnea.  In the middle of the night he came in and placed a mask over my face.  He then strapped it on very tightly so no air would leak out anywhere, it was much tighter than I've ever had my own mask.  Then he came in to tell me that his sensors were reporting that I had my mouth open so he put a strap around my head and jaw, no more open mouth!  That felt pretty strange and the air rushing into my chest, lungs was much more than I'm used to but I slept and at 5:30 he woke me to tell me I could leave, that is after he jerked off the offending sensors and left a greasy sticky mess on my head and beard.
So out into the very cold morning I walked, started the car and shivered for a bit before it found some heat.  Once I got home I made a pot of coffee and went to work.  I wrote an appraisal by 10 and then drove to McDonald's to meet Ray and Lois for breakfast.  I discovered they have very good oatmeal there.  Then it was back to obtain the motorhome.  It needed the propane tank filled so I drove until I found a station that could sell it to me.  Then I drove on to a shopping center, parked way out where I could find a double parking spot and walked to do my shopping.  It was so much fun to find things for people I dearly love.  I even purchased some plywood after consulting with Dr. George, plywood that I can place on the ground under the motorhome so I won't sink into Jason's yard when I'm there.  I've been meaning to do it for a long time, it was time.
Once home I tackled the wood pile and the rest you have already heard.  What a great day and in spite of feeling alone thanks to great music, Nikki and Art's visit and a quick visit next door with Ray and Lois to see their roaring fire and to get a Christmas present.  I was so touched and its perfect, a French Press, an alternative way to make coffee, I can't wait to try it.  Talk about a thoughtful gift.
OK, now its time to hit the shower and then sleep.  May your Christmas be what you need it to be and for those of you who are in a long term, many year relationship please give some thought to mentioning to your spouse how much she / he means to you.  Do it now while you have that relationship, you might not think anything could happen to change things and lets hope you are right.  Just do it anyway.  Love the one you are with with all you got.  Please.

Love

tim

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Sleep Study

So I'm off to the sleep center in Brentwood, a little place where people pay $1,200 for a nights rest and of course are hooked up to all kind of sensors to measure everything.  At this point I'd like to just skip the whole thing but of course I'd had to pay a $100 fee to cancel so I'll stick with the plan.

Poor little Starr is going to have to be home alone tonight, something that has not happened for a very long time but I think she will be OK in her little bed with food and water nearby and a little heater to keep the chill off.  I know she will miss me, she is totally a creature of habit and her habit is to keep me warm under the covers.

Today has been a day of work, of an early morning walk, of good food and all computer problems thrown in.

How is your Christmas shopping coming along?  Are you there yet?  I'm about to start or maybe not after all.

So here it goes.  The sleep study will determine where I stand now with the sleep apnea.  I'm taking my machine just in case they let me use it at least part of the night, I've very worried about not being able to sleep without my machine, after all its been with me for the last 10 years or so.

I've got to say emotionally this is a rough time, not awful but not great either.  The kids reach out as much as they can and they are wonderful but I still do not enjoy being by myself especially at special times like this.  How different it is now compared to the whirlwind when Nan was healthy and doing her Christmas magic.  She was amazing in that she knew just what to get everyone, she cared and it showed, that was a very nice time.  Now she rests and there is quiet where there used to be laughter.

Love to all,

Tim

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Busy day

Dear Family and Friends,
Who would have ever guessed that it would be this busy doing appraisal work after the unusual year I've had.  It really keeps me busy and has prevented me from sending out my Christmas cards so far, sorry!  They are coming soon.  Ask Santa to circle until I get my act together.

Perhaps tomorrow night when I am doing the sleep study in Brentwood!  They called today and had a cancellation so I'm in.  It will be an interesting night for sure with wires, probes stuck to my body, a mike by my noise and mouth.  I've not had one for many years and I think it is important.  why the rush?  Well after the first of the year the new deductible hits all over again and I've just reached the $1,000 level in the last three weeks so I'm going to use the insurance when I can.  I pay so much, $1005 a month that I really think I need to use it when its proper to do so.

Ken and I were broken hearted this morning for when it came time to walk it was raining, so sad, I had to roll over and return to dreamland once again.

I cranked on appraisal work this morning and then picked up Keanna at 1 from her day camp at the gymnastics club.  We had lunch at a fun mexican place in Brentwood and then came home to work.  She found lots of things to do including watch a kids show on the new Christian dish network setup.

This evening I went to spin class and like usual there are times when you question your sanity.  I'm as old as any three of the other riders put together and they make it look so easy, Kim turned off the AC tonight because she said we were not sweating enough, well let me assure you and her, I was.  After the class I stumbled to my car and headed home through the mist and cool weather.  Once I was home I brought in three loads of firewood to dry and then made a baked potato with hamburger vege style that I fried in some olive oil, cut up a fresh tomato and had some cottage cheese mixed in.  It was very good.

Now its bed time once again and I just waded through a new form that some genius decided was an improvement on the last one created in 2003.  This one takes forever, seems like there was a committee and everyone had an idea so they just jammed all the ideas into the form.  What a mess but now its done.  Watch them come back and demand I put it all on the old form, oh that would not make me happy at all.

Good night from the power office here in the Mustard home.

love to all

Tim

ps  The iphone has worked perfectly today, not one dropped call, as good today as bad yesterday, go figure that one out.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Where did the day go?

Lets see first there was the 3 mile walk in the bitter cold, then there was a very hot shower and then there was 3/4 cup oatmeal, 1 and 1/2 cup water, frozen blueberries, rice milk and a banana.  Talk about a filling breakfast, so good.
Then it was the long commute to the office, about 15 steps with a detour to the stove to add wood to the fire.  Once in the office I sat to work preparing the appraisal for the lovely agent I met yesterday.  I mean she needed the report done quickly after all.  That took until about noon when I turned my attention to reconciling last months business account.  The income in November was remarkable compared to August or September.  I offer my eternal thanks for the work.
Then it was time to prepare for a 3 pm appointment in Pittsburg.  After making a quick deposit to the account I drove to the appointment.  Weather was cold, a few drops of rain were falling but overall not bad enough to put a coat on for.  Once the comps were shot I then turned my attention to getting to Dr. Jim's office to pick up samples I use for diabetes treatments.  Then back into traffic for a late arrival at Weight Watchers.  But the news was good, down 3 pounds!
Now I've just come from having dinner with the girls and Steve.  Nikki has become ill today and could not make it out.  It was fun to eat with the girls and have Steve make things work on the iphone.

Now regarding the iphone so far I think it is junk.  All day today when it rang I had to run to the other room to get a signal and even then the dropped calls were constant.  So this evening I went and purchased a cover for it that is supposed to improve the signal, it keeps ones hands off the antenna.  While I was at the AT&T store they told me stories of many people who have returned their Iphone4s and selected droids or something else.  Apple did not do their homework on this phone.  My last phone was a couple years old but never dropped calls like this.  At this point I don't trust the phone at all and I'm very disappointed in it.  I have 30 days to return it and move to something else and if this keeps up I'll switch.  This is awful.

Steve was able to connect to the app store so I now have the Weight Watchers app working on the phone.  That will be nice to tract the foods I eat during the day.  The three pieces of pizza I had tonight will not help the grand total for the day.

I suppose it is about time to begin Christmas shopping.  I hate to start too early though.

I'm loving the cards that are arriving, its so good to hear from family and friends alike and to catch up with their busy lives.

Good night all,

love


tim

Monday, December 20, 2010

Short and sweet

Good evening
Its very late and I'm just through with writing a relo appraisal.  I'm late with it and promised it this evening but oh the eyes got so tired as I worked.  Now it is done and it feels very good.

Busy day, we walked in the mist this morning, then I cranked and found myself both in Brentwood to do one with Steve and then off to Tracy where a very cute agent met me and batted her eyes asking if I could have it done by morning.  Its not due until Thursday but who could resist such eyes.  The home was typical, nice and selling cheap by yesterday's standards but who knows now, oh wait I'm supposed to know values, right.  Well lets just say I won't have trouble supporting the value of this sale.

Then it was a quick stop at Subway for a wheat and garden burger sandwhich, soup which was heavenly.  Then I made a quick trip to Pittsburg to the doctors office.  The internal medicine Dr. Del Rio gives me hope he might just locate the coughing source.  I'm starting off with some sort of inhaler three times a day, see him again in 2 weeks and we'll go from there.

Then it was a quick stop at CostCo for tomatoes, mocha, bananas, mandarins and home through the haze.

Now its time for bed.  Good night or morning to all of you.

I am so thankful for work, I have to keep reminding myself that when I get stressed.  I would be even more stressed if there was no work so I'm just very thankful to our Heavenly Father for His loving care and concern.  May He bless you right now!

Love

tim

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Slow rainy sunday

But it got much better!  Nikki and the girls came late this afternoon and they went to work putting ornaments on the tree.  It looks great now, glitters and its boughs are heavy with angels, balls, bright lights and an angel that is way too heavy on the top.  When those girls are in the house it comes alive, they are full of life and love to play, tease, munch and be loud.  It is perfect, I love it.

I had a fire going so the whole place was warm, nikki popped some food on the stove so they could eat and a great time was had by all.  Of course Nikki was not pleased that there was evidence that a mouse or two had visited the box in the last year, bummer.

I've not ventured out very far today, its wet, cold and dreary so I've just stayed inside and ate and ate.  Well for dinner I made some new kind of pasta and used sause from the dollar store.  It tasted great and was so cheap.  Some peas cooked in their package in the microwave helped make the meal tasty.

Tomorrow after at 4 I visit a new doctor, a specialist in coughing.  Wouldn't it be nice to finally discover why i cough all the time.  I have my fingers crossed, that something will click and he can help solve this many year long problem.

Right now its time to head to bed.  A friend shared with me today that Bonnie Casey, Letcher who roomed with Nan at PUC now writes a blog and has written a book as well.  She is one bright lady and I caught her blog.  All I can say she certainly sees the world politically different than I do.  Her heros are people I fail to fully appreciate, it was an interesting experience but oh she writes so well.  She is a very bright lady and has suffered so much with a variety of medical problems that have caused intense pain for her over the years.

Good night my family and friends,

love to all

Tim

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Interesting day

Good evening,
I'm on the phone with Jerry.  He has had a day of bad weather which is not that unusual for where he lives, you know he lives in the shadow of Mt Shasta and the winds, snow and rain can get pretty ugly at times.  He and Donna have a perfectly shaped Christmas tree in their yard.  Over the years it has grown from a tiny tree to a huge and beautiful tree now.  Jerry has devised a method of putting light on the tree using pvc pipes so he is able to keep it lit.  What a stunning tree.
This morning I rolled out late, made pancakes with chocolate chips, my first time doing that, and then dressed for church.  Today it was Christmas so  pulled out the suit and Christmas tie.  It was fun.  Then for lunch George and Yvonne invited me to Strings and along with good friends we had a very nice lunch of excellent food.
Afterwards I drove home in the nasty rain and in a few minutes made contact with Ray.  He was ready to try to get his stove pipe installed so he could burn his wood stove again.  So we spend the afternoon working on the pipe until we got it installed.  A few minutes ago he emailed a photo of his fire burning brightly in the stove.  Mission accomplished.  After coming home I found some very good soup, crackers and a piece of bread I had brought home from Strings.  I put it in the toaster oven and warmed it up.  What a great meal.
Not ready to quit I headed outdoors and pulled down the snow globe we purchased for 1/2 price from Ace after the season was over several years ago.  When working properly it pumps snow to the top where the snow then falls gently over the three snowmen inside.  The tube is broken so every year requires a new repair.  After working for about an hour it now works, snow falls and I can't wait for the girls to see it in action.  I have it in the front yard on a timer and along with a little wood santa on the front porch I am now Christmas decorated outside.

Inside I moved the recliner and brought the little tree in.  Then I graced it with strings of little lights and put the huge angel on the top.  We always have a problem with the angel leaning.  She is doing it now.  I'll let the girls put the ornaments on the tree which I think they will enjoy.  Now to those Christmas cards, can't let another year go by without sending them out.

So now its time to wind it back, head to bed and enjoy some hours of rest.

Love to all,

Tim

Friday, December 17, 2010

Measuring in the rain, oh so fun

Dear Family and Friends,
I was late for an appointment this morning, reason, the battery powered clock by my desk that I steal glances at all the time quit and I didn't catch it until I was already late.  Even a new battery would not revive this old clock, moving on time.

The first home today was tenant occupied, that usually means I'll be wading through trash and filth but today the home was perfectly maintained, the renter was a very nice person and the entire home was decorated for Christmas.  Of course there was the matter of my measuring in the wind and rain, not so fun but I've learned to lean close to the walls to get out of the worst of the rain to write things down on my clipboard and then dash to the next point.

After finishing the appraisal I drove home and began work here.  After several hours and finishing up fixing a couple reports I could not wait anymore.  I wanted to fire up the Iphone.  My computer will not let me download ITunes, some problem somewhere deep inside so I used the laptop.  The phone was easy to connect and since then I've been learning new things, taking incredible photos and just getting used to the phone.  I went to the AT&T store and had them move over my phone numbers from the old phone.  Of course for some reason I now have three of every phone number in the phone.

After Ray and I did our little trip to the phone store we drove back home where I got the fire going brightly and enjoyed an evening of watching mostly the Christian Dish programing.  Loma Linda had a great sermon by Randy Roberts and nice music.  Now its past bedtime and I'm ready to sleep.  So is Starr. 

Tomorrow the girls have their own appointments, Kallie has a birthday party, Keanna has the Nutcracker in Antioch so I'll be coming to church for a change.  I look forward to it, to worship with the worlds greatest friends.

So I bid good night to all, may your Sabbath be blessed, your family connections treasured and the peace of our Lord be with you.

Love

tim

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Fingers freeze measuring a house

This morning I noticed that the furnace was running quite a bit.  I'd not had time to build a fire and was leaving so I let the furnace do its job.  As I drove on the lovely levee road I was surprised to see the outside temperature was 36 degrees.  Once I arrived in Ripon and parked the car there was some sunshine so I decided to just go with the Alaska sweatshirt I was wearing.  It did fine at keeping my body warm but the fingers got colder and colder until they would hardly work at the end.

Once inside the beautiful home I warmed back up.  The lady of the house was very pleasant.  In conversation I discovered that the family included 5 kids so the big house made more sense.  They are moving soon to mid america but have not yet told the kids about the move.  Two of the kids are in high school, one is a senior.  I can only imagine the anquish when the kids discover they are moving.  This was a Christian family and she felt that God was leading.  For the husband it was a promotion and they were all returning to where family lives.

After completing the comp search I drove home and went to work.  I had a griller on those little thin buns for lunch with some cottage cheese and a huge glass of water, some V8 and felt ready to work.  So since about 1 pm I've written three appraisal reports and one that Steve helped me with is also emailed to the lender.

Something went very wrong at spin class.  I knew the seat was not comfortable, it was adjusted wrong for me but I had no idea of how bad the bruising would be.  Today I can hardly sit and then having to stand up causes incredible pain.  Next time the seat does not feel right I'll jump right off the bike and tweak it until it feels better, this is a pain in the butt for sure.

At 8:30 in the morning I see a property in Brentwood.  I've been trying for days to get in and see this one and finally the tenant is allowing me in.  I need to get it seen and completed.

How are you doing on Christmas shopping?  I'm about to start and of course I need to get my Christmas cards out too.  I've been enjoying receiving cards from many of you.  Nice to be remembered.

Sending love to all,  enjoying the Christian dish so much.  Watched some lady preacher over breakfast named Joyce, last night before I went to bed there was a great show with Bob Edwards, long time tenor with the Voice of Prophecy and my doctor Jim's dad.  Then during lunch today I caught Christian Edition on 3ABN, wow were they ever good.  I sang with the director Calvin in the Fellowmen at PUC so long ago.  I had no idea how much i would benefit from the dish but already it is inspiring me to do better, thats a good thing.

Love

tim

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Keanna helps with the tree

Dear Family and Friends,
So this morning Ken all eager from his recent trip drags me out and around the lake.  It was cold and seemed so far to hike but by the end it seemed worth it.  We saw all our regulars, kids on their way to school, other people walking their dogs and this one pickup that goes by with the gate open, inside is a hunting hound who watches out the back and barks once in awhile.  We see him go one way and in a few minutes he comes back the other way.  We think the owner is just taking the old dog for a ride early in the morning.
Once back from the walk I built a fire, had an oatmeal breakfast and set to work.  While I worked a new order came in for Ripon.  Its a nice relo which pays $500.  Thank you Lord for the order.

I also received an email from my rep with my loan company in response to one I sent her last night.  She is eager to get the new information from the last month submitted to see if it will change any minds with the investors.  She affirmed once again that they will not accept any part payment of the amount of payments I have missed.  So loan modification is the only option at this point.

This afternoon Keanna came running to the van eager to visit Pappa.  We did our McDonalds drivethru and then a sitdown at Strawhat Pizza where I get a large salad and have a slice of pizza.  After lunch we went Christmas shopping for some lights for the tree and some other Christmas things including 3 lite up geese for the front yard.

At 4 we left for the music class she attends in Brentwood and I drove back home.  I discovered that my new Iphone was on the porch.  Now I have it plugged in charging.  I thought they all came with a rubber case so the antenna would work properly but mine has no case with it.

So another busy day has come to an end.  I thank God every morning when I wake for a new day, not that they are easy or filled with pleasure but still they are an adventure which I need to take.  Today was especially nice since Keanna came to visit.  What a blessing she is, she loves school, she cares a lot about her family and her sister, she loves her friends and she is so filled with ideas, mostly creative.  Its just fun to watch.

So good night all,

love

Tim

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Winter is here

So the rain is falling, the air is damp and the fire burns brightly at my hearth.  Its been a long day, a good day, a safe day and a productive one.
Steve and I inspected a home this morning here in Discovery Bay and then I drove on while he finished up.  My next stop was in Oakland and I grew so sleepy on the way that I found an off ramp and napped for a few minutes.  Then refreshed I drove to a newly updated two unit property in a rough neighborhood.  The home across the street had plastic sheeting covering the entire roof, hard to see how it would hold up to wind or intense winter weather.  The subject property was in great shape and had a parking pad in the front behind the automatic gate that would park 10 cars easy.  The kitchens had granite tile, the carpets were new and the whole property looks ready for new owners.
Once I was through shooting comps in a very rough part of Oakland I then drove to a second property which was located near Lake Merritt.  This one was a field review of someone elses appraisal which I then enhance with new comparables.
When that one was put to bed I drove to Walnut Creek and did a driveby appraisal of a very nice 3,800 sf home with a value of about 1.4 million.  Then I headed home.  It seemed that each assignment yielded more and more rain.  Once in Brentwood there were meds to pick up and then it was time for Weight Watchers.  Although I did not dump any more weight I enjoyed the meeting and picked up lots of hints, for example they keep mentioning a product line called Walden Farms salad dressing. They are free, no points and according to the people who have tried it they say it is great tasting.  Supposedly it is available at Lucky's and someone said Raley's as well.  So I'll be finding some of that stuff to try.
Ken is back and he just called to invite me into the rain in the early hours of the morning for a 3 mile walk.  Yes I know it is good for me and I get 10 points for Weight Watchers but frankly I'd rather sleep in!

The other thing wrong with a blog is the one sidedness of it.  We do not get to have a conversation other than the emails or comments I get back.  I'm curious how you are doing this winter?  Are you staying warm, contented, happy?  What are you reading?  Listening to?

I have a new CD, Sacred Arias with Katherine Jenkins as the artist.  If she sings nearly as good as she looks this will be great to listen to.  She is from Australia and is a stunner, not always what you think of when you think of classical music where many of the singers are nearly as wide as they are tall.  I'll give you a review once I open the CD and play it.  So far it has been enough just to have it on my desk, you know art comes in different mediums!  Visual works too.

So good night, tomorrow Keanna comes to visit and we'll work on the tree a bit.

Love to all and to all a good night,

Tim

Monday, December 13, 2010

A new Christian dish

Dear Family and Friends,
As I write this evening I have a new dish mounted on the back wall of the garage peeking upward toward the heavens.  Doug Crown from Valley Reception arrived this morning and set to work to install the new system, remove the old system and as a side also supplied Direct TV to my desk so now I can listen to the music channels or watch TV when I want to.  When company arrives I'll just move the box back to the bedroom so guests can enjoy it there.
Doug is a really enjoyable guy and sure knows his business.  The system works great and has about 30 other Christian channels beyond the Adventist ones.  It will provide a nice alternative to regular TV faire.

Deciding that I could not put it off any longer I did the three mile walk this morning in the damp air.  It seemed like a long way around without Ken to keep me entertained.  A few minutes ago he called and is driving from Sac to his house.  I've got to create a report in the morning so tomorrow morning I can't walk but it will be very nice to have he and LeAnn back from the midwest where they have been visiting family.

Tomorrow Steve and I see one locally and then I head out to Oakland to inspect a duplex, do a driveby inspection and then return to write things up.  I've had a little fire burning all day today so the furnace has not come on at all.  I just opened the PG&E bill to discover that the last month was the lowest cost in the entire year.  $213 for the month.

So now its time to say good night to one and all, thanks for the nice Christmas cards that are pouring in.  What a nice time of the year.  It may be time to start Christmas shopping soon, nay, not yet.

love

tim

Sunday, December 12, 2010

A Wintery Day in Discovery Bay

Good evening

How can you go wrong with helpers like these two.  They were great holding up trees for my opinion.  Very cute and exciting.
Having gotten home late last night I just let the old body sleep in this morning.  Starr was very ready to get up and let me know it.  I pulled sweats on and they are still on now.  I called Lois this morning to see if her heat had decided to return but the answer was no.  I decided to give the project a try.  I could not make the old thermostat work no matter what I tried.  So since Ray is in Arizona I called to ask if I could use the new one he had purchased but not installed.  With his OK we pulled it from the package and after awhile it was all hooked up and glorious sound of a furnace warming up met our ears.  So Lois had heat for the rest of the day and she enjoyed being able to move about without ice forming!
I have completed one report, made appointments for the upcoming week and am looking forward to the dish guy coming in the morning to install a new system for the Christian channels and to move the Direct TV dish off the front of the house and to the side.  Then in the afternoon I head to Fremont to conduct an appraisal for a 84 year old gentleman who is a long time VA appraiser and a MAI.  It will be fun to talk shop with him and do his appraisal.
I've kept a fire roaring today and found the bunch of Christmas CDs in my player.  Nan got me one of those players that holds 250 CDs and I have the Christmas ones all bunched together so the music has been grand and fun to enjoy.
So good night to all, stay warm, stay positive, stay in love or if you've fallen out, determine to fall back into love again.  Do it because it is right.

Love

tim

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Its late

Oh to be young again, now when it gets this late my body really knows it.  Had a fun evening with a friend  and heard some of the most incredible Christmas music at the Placerville SDA Church.  Orchestra, choir, costumes, set, lighting and extremely pleasing soloists made the evening fly by way too fast.  If I could I'd drive back for a repeat performance tomorrow evening.  It was that good.  It really made the season come alive and was a brilliant reminder that Jesus changes everything for us.

What a surprise to see Barbara and Gerry Lammerding come in a few minutes after we arrived.  We also spent time with George and Yvonne in their beautiful motorhome after the concert was over.  The pie was good and the fellowship was heart warming. Barbara told a story about when her family took the big leaf and moved to California.  Perhaps I can get her to write it up and I'll have it as the blog some evening.  A great story.

Last night Keanna did a sleep over and I didn't hear from her until about 7 when my alarm went off.  We had Belgium Waffles this morning and then picked up Kallie was ready to go.  After Sabbath School the kids decided on Olive Garden.  Keanna said she just could not eat at McDonalds again for awhile.  Don't blame her at all.  Once lunch was over we went to Home Depot and the girls began to search through the little trees holding them up one by one.  It was so cute.  I'll have photos tomorrow night.

Today is Steve's birthday so while I had the little ladies Nikki and Steve went shopping and had lunch. At least they had a few minutes without the girls and of course I had a blast with them.

Good night to all, if you happen to have XM try channel 77.  It is on now with Christmas Pops and the music is incredible all the time.

Love

tim

Friday, December 10, 2010

Another week is over

Dear Friends and Family,
I'm writing this evening from the old recliner while the fire burns down, Christmas music has been playing in the background and the girls are here doing Christmas stuff.  Kallie and Keanna had dinner here and I fed Nikki a pizza bun and a few pieces of cuties.  Nikki has been busy wrapping presents in the extra bedroom and Keanna and Kallie have been roaming the house playing with dolls, watching kid programs and just having a good time.  Its a great evening, a nice end to a busy week of work, spin class, weight watchers and all that goes with it.  With Ken gone my walks have pretty much gone away, I'll have to deal with that next week.  Still need the exercise.

It appears that Keanna is staying the night, a new event that we've not been doing for awhile.  We don't want Keanna to be overcome with pet dander etc.  Hopefully with Tanya cleaning the house just last week things are under control.

Starr is elated that the girls are here. She loves to try to catch up with them,  sniff their toys and have someone interesting around.

Tomorrow morning we'll head to Sabbath School and the girls can enjoy their programs.

So good night all,

Love

tim

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Mellow Thursday

Dear Family and Friends,
So here I sit with Starr beside me on the couch, the DVR on pause so the DirectTV logo is flying around on the screen.  My fire didn't get started very well but the room is warm anyway.  I just want to eat, this happens sometimes.
Today I've written a report, walked in the park, had lunch at Subway, drove to Stockton this afternoon to conduct a field review of someones work and now I need to write up the review.  On Monday a guy is coming from Lodi to install or fix my Christian Satelite system so i can once again enjoy Loma Linda, Andrews and the Hope channel.  Three ABN I can live with or without but I sure like to hear Randy Roberts preach and also the guy from Andrews University, Dwight Nelson.  Plus this time of year they have wonderful Christmas concerts to enjoy.
I have this huge desire to go to a concert in SF of Chanticleer, a men's chorus that is totally amazing in their renditions of Christmas music.  The radio station, KDFC plays their music a lot and it is amazing.  There is a concert next Sunday night but so far I've not thought of anyone who would really appreciate the music.  My concert buddy went and got married and moved to the north pole or someplace near to it and I miss her love of great music.
Tomorrow is another blessing from God, I mean really.  Here I am in the deep of winter when usually work becomes very slow for appraisers and I have three properties to inspect.  Clayton, Dublin and Santa Clara.  Should be a very good day and I have a book that is so gripping its hard to keep ones mind on the road.
Its pretty quiet around here. Ken and LeAnn are in the midwest someplace with family and Ray is in Arizona on a business trip.
So thats about it for me this evening.  This weekend I'll get to see the girls for Sabbath School and then care for them while their parents have lunch celebrating Steve's birthday.  And tomorrow is Pam Whitted's birthday and Christmas day is Jo's birthday.  My heart goes out to people with birthdays in December, a total bummer.
When I came in this evening I noticed the house was dark and quiet.  Steve came this afternoon and took the last of the fish to his house and emptied the tank of all of its water so the pumps that have been on steady for the last 10 years are off and gone tonight.  I'm totally ready for this to happen and still I have a twinge of regret, just one more step away from Nan's loves and influence in the home.  She loved her tank, took good care of it and it became a part of the living breathing life in this house.  Now it is silent.  All of this would be fine if I were replacing memories with new experiences but I'm not.  I'm just alone and I'm feeling it more all the time.
Today the first Christmas cards arrived.  How exciting and I'm looking forward to each one.

Love

tim

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Spin Class - what a blast

Dear Family, Friends and onlookers,

I'm just back from enduring 45 minutes of intense exercise in a room that is chilled to 60 degrees and populated by young things half my age or less.  Yet I just keep going back for more.  Kim is a real cheerleader and does a great job of moving all of us to do our best.  Since I located the bike shorts in the drawer, who knows what year Nan bought them, the class is more enjoyable.  The shorts have padding in crucial places and are very welcome.

Keanna came to visit this afternoon.  She put a couple little blankets on the floor and Starr spent the whole time with her in front of the roaring fire.  Keanna watched a DVD, feasted on popcorn, did her homework and wrapped Christmas presents, purchases that she made today at her school from a special store.  As usual she was full of energy, ideas, sass and smiles.  What a kid.

Several orders arrived today which is always nice to deal with and more money arrived in the mail, a good thing.  For the first time in a long time I've been putting money into a saving account in hopes the mortgage company will eventually extend an offer that I can live with.  So far they just say no to everything.

In spite of the rain and gloomy weather the season is bringing beautiful visitors to the lake, today Snowy Egrets were everywhere and other birds that land and then dive down to feed under the water's surface.  There were hundreds of them making the lake scene very interesting.

Are you enjoying the season, the music, the beautiful specials on TV, the family contacts?  I hope so.  Life is really a short period in the span of history where we get to make decisions, react to others decisions, reach out to touch lives with smiles and hope, find silver linings on rough times or we can just let the gloom engulf us and drown the God given spark of joy and excitement each day brings.  In our lifetimes we have made horrible blunders, missed great opportunities, squandered relationships and yet we are here, today, tomorrow and beyond.  What will we do with the now?  How would God like to use us to help things be better for others? 

Love

tim

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

3.5 pounds down!

Well Weight Watchers was the scene of a very happy camper this evening.  Stripped down as far as I could go, shoes gone, key on the desk along with my pen and wallet I gingerly stepped onto the menacing scales.  I expected it to be good but the ladies face lit up, this is a lady that knows something about dumping weight, she has lost 100 pounds and now works with Weight Watchers.  She smiled and said not so quietly, you are down 3.8 pounds.  Oh that was great news and the week of carefully tracking what I had been eating really paid off.
When a person tracks using the online system there is an instant reward for good behavior and a gentle urging to slow it down if slipping off the wagon.  Many of the things I eat on a regular basis can now be triggered by just typing in the beginning of the name and it pops up.  As time passes it will become easier and easier and when I take the huge leap to an IPHONE then I can track it on line all the time which will helpful.
I had the girls this morning and had a riot watching them interact with each other.  As we drove to school Kallie was playing her harmonica and Keanna was singing patriotic songs from a song sheet she keeps in the car.  It was loud and so fun.  It just made me smile, now I think it would get old after a few days but for one day it was magic.

So now I'm so sleepy that I'm about to drift off right here at the desk.  This afternoon a client called, emailed and  urged me to go back to a property located about an hour away to prove that the electrical power was turned on.  FHA requires all utilities to be on before funding the loan.  As I neared the property I found road construction had closed all the streets leading to the subject.  I parked and walked the rest of the way.  Of course the power was NOT turned on when I got there but was soon turned on.  What a joke, they paid me $75 because they did not trust the agent to simply tell them the power was now on.  Upon reaching my car I wound my way out of the torn up neighborhood and drove back to Oakley where the key was NOT in the lock. Fortunately the buyer had someone working nearby and he showed up with a key. Thank heavens for cell phones.  The home was perfect, recently updated throughout and already had a tenant's things inside.  It was sort of creepy to go into a place that has already been rented.

Then it was time to find diesel, oh I found it but it was $3.45 at the cheap station.  Yikes, here we go again.  I remember paying over $5.00 the last time around.

Upon arriving at weight watchers I found the room teaming with many many people, both men and women, happy, laughing and chatting.  Our instructor is excellent and really communicates.  What a lift to the spirits to be apart of such a positive organization.  There is a whole section of clothes in my closet upstairs that I cannot wear YET.  Keep this progress going and there will be a whole section I no longer dare wear for fear of losing them.

So good night one and all,

Love

tim

Monday, December 6, 2010

The Calming Effects of Work

Dear Family and Friends,
So here I am writing early tonight, just back from having Subway and picking up a few groceries, wet food for Starr was the main reason for going.  Afterall I had told her earlier that I'd get some and she was counting on it.  Now she is full and happy and resting, well actually so am I.  Full and happy.

Today the check finally arrived from the least responsible management company I work for.  They are called Appraiser Loft and they make lots of promises, keep sending orders and today finally after 60 days paid on the account.  Nice to know they can actually come through once in awhile.  This was after I left hints, emails and verbal requests over and over.  Why don't they just pay like all the rest of the companies do?

This morning I considering walking and then rolled over and found another hour of sleep to be more helpful.  At 10 I drove to Brentwood and inspected a nice home, then did a follow up inspection on another home which had some broken faucets when I first saw it.  Now everything is in good shape and the loan can close by Friday.

This afternoon I wrote up the appraisal for the property i inspected this morning, was paid by credit card and late afternoon I emailed it to my friend Judy who still looks like she was in her twenties, is the nicest person to her clients and has a new baby less than a year old.  I love working with her any time I get a chance.

At this point I have a fire burning, actually simmering in the stove, putting out heat that will last the night.  How I love a fire and it would be very nice to have someone to share it with me.  Nan loved to have a fire in the evening and learned over the years how to build a really roaring fire and did so from time to time.

Something nice happened next door yesterday.  When Lois came home today from her home in San Jose she found that her grand daughters had come in and cleaned the place from top to bottom.  She was touched and thrilled.  What a nice thing for them to do.  I saw lights on but thought someone was just hanging out for the evening, had no idea of all the magic the girls created.

Tomorrow morning I'm getting to do kiddo duty.  Steve has a job which requires that he leave early so I'll go there and when the girls wake up fix them breakfast and then see that they get to their respective places on time.  It will be fun to do this to help out.

So now I'm winding it down.  I'll finish this driveby I'm working on for Alamo and then head to bed.  Tomorrow at 5 is my next Weight Watchers meeting and I'm hoping to discover that I've lost some weight.  My scales says so, lets hope theirs is working properly.  One can only take off so many things for the weigh in!!

Love to all,

Tim

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Very nice

Dear Family and Friends,
I'm just back this evening from a memorable trip to spend time with Jo, Jason, Timothy and little Mia.  This afternoon Jason and Jo went shopping and had lunch and I watched the little ones.  Mia eventually settled in a slept in my the crook of my arm for about an hour while Timothy watched some cute DVD's and helped me out.
I drove down on Sabbath afternoon and settled in for the night.  During the night it rained several times so I got up and pulled the slide in, just in case it might leak.  This morning I put it out again.  Starr enjoyed her trip very much and was able to explore as best she could on very weak rear legs.

This afternoon when I was getting read to travel it was raining hard so the umbrella came out, the cords were wound up tight and everything prepared to travel.  Coming home was interesting due to heavy rain and on two different sections of the freeway traffic came to a total halt for awhile and eventually I worked my way to to see them taking damaged cars off the road.  I was sorry for them and very relieved it was not me that was involved.  The motorhome behaved perfectly for the trip and the heater fan even worked well on all settings this time.  Starr found the outlet for the head and stayed there for the entire trip home.  I sipped water and listed to the Ipod through the radio that Steve installed.

This morning Jason sent me a text letting me know they were up and going.  Upon entering the house the most wonderful aroma hit me.  We had Trader Joe's Chocolate Croissants, and chocolate chip Swedish Pancakes.  And Jason made some of his wonderful coffee.

Now I 'm home for the upcoming week and I can't wait to jump in.

Love to all, stay warm, stay happy and LIVE

love

tim

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Nan left us 3 years ago today. Today the kiddos filled the day with joy.

Does it get better than this?  I doubt it.  This morning I picked the girls up after their mommy had fed them a waffle breakfast.  Both girls were in rare form and made lots of noise singing and chattering as we drove to Tracy.  Kim did a great job of  leading out and Kallie enjoyed the program which was about the meaning of Christmas.  Before long we were leaving the church and on our way to enjoy some time at McDonalds.  The girls played and ate enjoying the opportunity to mix with lots of other kids.
Eventually we traveled back to Discovery Bay and I released the girls into their parents custody.
At home I loaded up the motorhome and finally let Starr out of the house.  She was so excited about being able to once again board the motorohome that she really perked up.
Finally the loading was done and I headed out.  Starr took a long ways to get over the excitement of just being on board.  Finally she settled down for the duration of the trip.
I set the cruise control at 55 and settled back to enjoy the ride.  Traffic was light the entire way and finally I arrived at the gate of MBA.  It was an overcast day with sprinkles on the windshield, a totally winter day.

Upon arriving Timothy was just waking up from his afternoon nap and Mia was also awake. So I got to hold her for awhile several different times.  She is an amazingly strong alert little girl with big eyes that take everything in, she loves to eat, toot, laugh and cry full volume. 
So in one day I am getting to spend quality time with all four kiddos and I also got to see Steve and Nikki and now Jason and Jo.

On this day three years ago we lost the love of our lives when Nan lost her battle with GIST cancer.  It seems so fitting that I was able to see the whole family and reconnect with those Nan loved so dearly.  Each year the intense pain weakens and the wonderful memories fill my heart.  I had a very blessed experience with Nan for the 36 years we spent together.  We loved life and fought to hold onto it.  And now Nan rests free from her suffering and pain and the rest of us live our lives as well as we can.  There will always be a special place in our hearts for this incredible woman.

Thank you again for the support you have given our family over the years. 

Love

Tim

Friday, December 3, 2010

Friday night and most things are good

Dear Family and Friends,
Well here it is late again, been snoozing in the recliner with Starr beside me.  We had a nice relaxed time with the fire burning in the background.
I'm enjoying keeping track of everything that I eat.  While yesterday ended in a deficit today is better, I still have a few points left this evening.
This morning I woke and started to work soon after, my two cups of coffee carried me for hours but I finally fried some egss, had the last piece of the loaf of bread I had made with avocado spread over it, a mandarin orange and a huge glass of water.  Then it was back to work again.  During the day the mail brought some bucks which was nice. Mid afternoon I finally headed to Alamo but before I did Lois called to say her Volvo was dead in the driveway.  I slipped the battery out and took it with me to replace it at CostCo.
The home in  Alamo was splendid, located on a quiet court with beautiful curb appeal the home probably deserves the 1.5 million or so the appraisal will come in at.  Since it was just a driveby for a refi I had to rely on a prior MLS printout I found for when it sold last, we take our info where ever we can find it.
After Alamo the traffic was pretty solid so the trip back to Pittsburg CostCo was slow and tedious.  Of course when I finally found the batteries the clerk refused to sell me a battery saying the no long er carried batteries for Volvo's.
So I drove home, reinstalled the battery, put the charger on it and can only hope it has enough energy to get Lois to San Jose tomorrow where she will join Ray to celebrate a Jewish festival tomorrow night.
Today Tonya came, not only is Tonya lovely she is the most amazing worker.  In short order and with careful precision she attacks the dirt and makes my home shine.  Even Starr can tell the different.

So that is it for the night, this afternoon when I got home I discovered that one of the management companies had paid for 4 appraisals through pay pal, now that is money that goes directly into the checking account.  That was very good news and then 3 more orders came in, yes most things are good for a change.

Kimberly put a photo she had taken at Michael's wedding on Facebook today.  I'll share it here and I think I might even add it to my EHarmony page.  One does often see me in a suit and it felt good.  Thanks Kimberly for sharing it.

Love



Tim

Thursday, December 2, 2010

A day of waiting

Dear Ones,
Some days move better than others.  I started the day by completing a report that needed to get out.  Then I left for Patterson, a small town located about 1 hour away.  I was assured that I had the code to open the door but when I arrived the code box was not there.  I searched everywhere but to no avail.  So I started calling names I had in the file and finally someone in Modesto which is about 30 minutes away took my call.  She promised to try to locate a local agent who could get me in but after waiting for 7 minutes on the cell phone I gave up and hung up, then I dialed again.  This time she chased someone down who would be willing to put some keys for the house on her front porch providing I could locate her house.  Well it just happened to be behind a security gate and the code would not open the gate.  So I waited again until someone finally came up in a hummer and I followed him in.  After getting the keys I drove back to the house and did the inspection, then I drove back, waited until someone went through the gate and returned the keys.  Are we talking a highly motivated agent here?  Don't think so.
Then I caught I5 and headed back to Tracy for a much needed oil change in the bug.  And I was set to wait again, wait and wait, no more short oil change times, not now. Finally I was on the way home but suddenly I noticed a pile of firewood beside the road so I wheeled in, bought some on the spot, helped him load it into his pickup, he followed me home and we dumped it in the driveway.  Then I finally made it into the house where Starr was waiting having been in her little bed all day.
I settled in to write another report which is now gone out.  But when I tried their web site it was time to wait again, it would not open no matter what I tried.  Since getting home I've had a nice fire going.  I'm using the wood that came from my brothers place for kindling, it splits up perfectly and helps start the harder almond wood.
I made some important discovers today about the new Weight Watchers program.  For the second day I'm trying to keep track of what I eat.  Imagine my shock when the mocha from McDonalds turned up to be 10 points and the bean burrito turned out to have 9 points.  The entire day has 37 points in it.  I guess you can see the picture.  By this evening I was down to just 4 points left to use for the day.  Of course I have some activity points that I don't even know how to figure in.  Still it is a very good thing to find out what is in the food I normally eat.  I love the program, you just type in wheat bread and it gives you all kinds of wheat bread to select from, you click on the one you ate and it adds it to the meal for you and lets you know the points.
Well for those of you who live elsewhere our weather is turning nasty, wet, cold and dismal but the beautiful glow of the embers in the stove help to ward off the chill from outside.
Today for added excitement I picked up a certified letter from the post office.  I discovered to my dismay that my name was still on the last motorhome which is stuck in storage somewhere.  In the morning I'll try to figure out what it all means.  I've not had that motorhome for 8 years.  Very strange indeed.

Well love to all, in the morning Tanya my house cleaner comes to help tidy things up a bit. That will be a big help and its nice to have her around.

Tim

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

She Who Must be Obeyed

Good evening friend and family,

Its 8 pm and this has been a good day, not that I've felt very awake or alert but its still been good. 
First there was the walk in the freezing morning air, frost dominated the landscape and only the very brave ventured out. 
Upon arriving home Starr begged for her wet food breakfast so I relented.  Then with one eye on the Weight Watchers page in the computer I made two slices of my delicious whole wheat toast, friend two eggs and had a Mandarin Orange along with OJ.  That accounted for about 17 points.  The new system is so easy to use and sort of exciting to track what you are doing.  For example I got 10 points for the 3 mile walk and then another 10 points for the 40 minutes of spin class this evening, the only thing that really keeps me going is being surrounded by beautiful women and girls, to embarrassing to pass out in front of them plus the teacher, Kim, is so encouraging.
After breakfast I settled into the office and cranked out a report and 1/2 before it was time to shower and go pick up her highness.  As usual she came out bursting with joy and excitement.  It is really catching and before long we were sitting at StrawHat where I had the lunch special and she ate her McDonalds happy meal.  Of course she raided the toy machines which sell tiny little trinkets for a quarter. They included a cheese pizza for the counter with whole wheat crust.  It was great and so filling but oh does it ever have the points.  The salad was huge and filled with all kinds of goodies.
After lunch we came home for a bit and I worked and Keanna did homework and a lot of other things too.  Then we left for Girl Scouts in Brentwood.  So I left her there with Debra, Nikki's friend and came back home.  I was able to complete a second appraisal and when I sent it in I included some kind remarks noting that that company AXIS of California pays better, $340 instead of $225 to $250.  I just mentioned that I really appreciated your business model.  Later this afternoon as I was walking into the club for spin class a rep from the company was calling to thank me for the nice comments.  He said that such comments were very rare and he appreciated the fact that I worked hard on getting the appraisals right.  It felt good to hear such words.
After I came home from spin class I opened the damper on the stove and the log that had simmered all day came to life and it is roaring now.  Oops, a no burn day, well you see I don't get the paper so I didn't get the word, well other than Nikki sending me an email on it.  So today no smoke police came to the door.
Now it is time to mellow it out and perhaps sit in the jetted tub tonight.
So life goes on and oh what fun it is when I get to see one or more of the little kiddos that make this family very exciting.  They are all a real blessing, gifts from God though perhaps I see that more since I don't have to be with them 24/7.  I do love them very much and their parents too.
Love to all,

Tim

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Contrasts

This morning I was able to complete what I could not last night.  The software people very quickly turned me on for another year at $66 a month and I was able to get the report out the door and to the lender.  Then I left for San Pablo where I discovered a little dump, flat top house with aluminum siding, weeds every place, a place that really needs someone to love it.  Once I was done there I drove to Brentwood to a 3,200 sf home with everything including a grieving widow.  So in one year she lost her marriage and her home, her father died, just very very sad to think of some with three kids going through all that.  The home was perfect, had a nice pool, lots of upgrades and so the contrasts.  Both homes will have a family living within their walls, who knows which one will be happier or more at peace.  The Brentwood home was once worth nearly a million dollars and is now selling for a 1/3 of that price.

This evening in an attempt to get my life back on tract I drove to weight watchers.  Their all new program really looks and sounds good.  This evening I've been playing with the online pages where you put in what you eat and it lets you know how you are doing, they are easier to use than ever and I was encouraged by attending the meeting.  It is standing room only and the speaker is an excellent communicator.  I found just the lift I needed.  The new program is even more friendly to those who love vegetables and fruits and is based on new research that seems to make good sense.

After WW I went to Raley's to get some vegefood and then caught up with Nikki and the girls at gymnastics.  It is always enjoyable to see the girls in action, they are great little people.  And this weekend I think I might venture out in my own motorhome to visit Jason and Jo, to hold little Mia and play with Timothy.  It should be fun.  I think I'll have Keanna Friday night for a sleep over and then take the girls to SS and then leave for MBA afterwards.  Work has slowed enough that I think I can take the time and renew that precious contact with family.

My rep from my loan company sent me an email today saying she was appealing the decision made by the investors and would let me know if she needed anything more paper work wise.  I'm so glad to have a person inside to render assistance.

These days are cold and Ken is forcing me to walk in the morning, can we say freeze.

So good night one and all,

love


tim

Monday, November 29, 2010

Life plods forward

Dear Family and Friends,
Right now I am seeing red.  I was just completing a report that was due out tonight and the software would not work, seemed it expired at midnight.  Of course I sent an email yesterday asking for a new one year agreement, heard nothing so assumed that they had renewed it, wrong.  Man my flash point is fairly low these days, last night when the bread I was baking had finished I took the little loaf out and sliced off a tiny piece to take a bite and managed to bite my tongue, there was blood everywhere and pain like I've not felt many times.  I was so upset and downright angry.  Eventually some mouthwash and a night of sleep calmed the pain.  I think I come by the anger naturally.  Both my mom and dad could really go off if pushed and I can sure feel the anger rise at times.  When things are unsettled like now with the house mortgage process bogged down, Starr so troubled by legs that don't work right and my own inability to get things done when they should be done, well it is easy to get upset.  Yes I know my heart does not need to stress and mostly I can walk away from intense moments after a bit.

I guess it is really disappointing to discover that at my age I'm still so imperfect, so riddled with contradictions and disappointments, I long to have the personality of Jesus, He really cared for people, not all emotional, but did the right thing for their eternal good, He was the master of tough love, oh to be wise and calm, caring and consistent.

I've mostly cranked out work today, went to see on this morning and it turned out to be really nice.  They have just completed a huge rear deck of vinyl material and their water view is excellent.  At one point it would be have worth a lot of money, now not so much and that is the sad side of my job.  Confirming bad news day by day is what I do.

This evening Keanna called to ask if we could do a piece of her homework.  She needed to interview me about my childhood.  We ended up gathering at the pizza parlor and had a great time with Steve, Nikki, Kallie and Keanna.  Food was good, family was even better, Kallie spilled her milk and later her water but they all handled it so calmly, I was very proud of them and of course charmed by little Keanna and Kallie.  Keanna scored big tonight.  She was blowing her quarters in a machine that never gives up its little stuffed toys, just frustrates the kiddos and she grabbed two stuffed creatures and got them both.  She promptly gave one to Kallie and was very happy to beat the machine.  It was a great performance!

Well its bed time since I can't do any more work until I call and get the software reconnected in the morning.

Love to all

Tim

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Back in the saddle again

No not on horseback, I'll let Loree handle that duty, back in the work saddle again was what I meant.  As I write the house is filled with the great smells of baking bread, the loaf is just about ready and wow it does smell good.
Ken and I walked in the cold air, then I came back to start work.  To ward off the chill I stoked the fire into action and while I had breakfast it burned bright.  I can't see the fire when I'm working but I could feel it do its job all morning long.
After working for several hours I ventured outside and took the time to get the boat covered properly, now its ready for the next storm with a little light bulb burning under the canvas to keep it dry.  Then Lois and Ray helped me navigate the motorhome into place so I could dump the tanks.  While we were beside the coach Ray had me drill out the rivets holding in the broken awning handle.  Once I came in I went on the internet and found the part, have it ordered and in a few days we'll have that problem solved.
I've managed to work myself back up from the dumps about the loan company and tomorrow will start the process all over again, trying to help them see that if they give me a fighting chance I'll make my house payment even before I pay other things.  Its always been that way for my lifetime, the mortgage payment always came first.
And so a new week is upon us.  I'm thankful for basic health, true I still cough, I have pretty severe pain in the heal of my left foot and I've stopped losing weight, wonder why?

Still there are so many things to be thankful for and people who bless me, I love the kiddos so much and their parents are pretty nice too at times, well actually great!

Love to all and please pray for our friend Carrol who lives in Lodi with her faithful and dedicated husband Bob.  Carrol's other knee is giving out, she is on chemo and they face some challenging decisions this week.  I know they appreciate being remembered in our prayers.

Love to all,

Tim

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Good news, bad news

Dear Family and Friends,
As I write this evening the motorhome sits quietly in the driveway and is home from its 1600 mile venture to Arizona and back.  Wes and family had a great time and enjoyed the trip very much.  The motorhome performed very well and they are totally happy.  I too am happy that they are back safely after driving through really awful rain and wind.  What was interesting is this time both husband and wife drove the coach.  I don't think it has ever been driven by a woman before and she like driving it a lot. That could be interesting for the future.
So that is my good news, the motorhome is back safely.  The bad news came in the mail today.  A letter from PNC my mortgage company informed me that I did not have enough income to pay my mortgage therefore they were not going to modify the loan payment.  So now I must begin again I guess.  I've sent emails to the two counselors who I met with 2 weeks ago and we'll take it from here.  I have to admit it was a hard hit as I had hoped that all the hard work in getting all the paperwork ready would do the trick.
I've had a wonderful fire burning a lot today enjoying the wood that Jerry brought when he last visited. 
This morning Nikki and Steve allowed me to take the girls to Sabbath School and that was really enjoyable.  I was with Kallie and she really gets into the experience.  It was very very fun to get to have them both in the car and listen to their songs, their comments and their excitement about living.  How they were looking forward to coming home and decorating for Christmas.
This evening I'm made Ramein and a grilled cheese sandwich, I know not so healthy but oh so good.  Now before I head to bed I think I'll venture out one more time to Safeway and get a couple things, paper towels and dishwasher soup.  Just not ready to head to bed yet.

On EHarmony this evening a name popped up so I checked into her info.  Wow, she was a knock out and a family physician but she was so spectacular that I didn't even respond to her request for a conversation.  My impression is she is out of my league!  Yet she sure got my attention, very interesting views on life, on service, on family, sounds like an incredible lady.

I spoke to Barb Lammderding this afternoon and discovered that they were involved in a pretty nasty accident, the side of their Honda van was crushed.  While no one was hurt the insurance company decided to just pay them for it instead of fixing it.  So they have purchased a 2005 Honda Odyssey, white with brown leather interior, heated seats and they love it.  I'm so happy for them, glad they came through the accident OK, a lady turned into them while they were stopped, totally her fault.

Life sure moves fast these days.  I'm still reeling from the disappointment of the loan company denial.  I could take retirement money, catch the loan up and save the house but I'm not sure I want to use up my retirement funds to save the house at this point, does not seem to make a lot of sense.

Please pray that God will guide again as He has so many times.  Thank you for doing that.

Love to all,

Tim

Friday, November 26, 2010

Keeping it real

So there was this Friday where everything really clicked.  Meet in Orinda with a client, get a check, see 4 properties in Concord, Orinda,SF and end it up in Fremont, drive home, find checks in the mail box, after all these months finally a payday.

This evening I got to use the new axe I purchased on the way home.  It reduced a couple pieces of wood to bite size kindling which burned perfectly, what a nice evening and just to accomplish something else I tweaked the frig, you see after I last tweaked it the frig side has been running about 23 degees and that tends to freeze nearly everything.  So I decided that I would just put the old part that was keeping it too warm last summer back in and see if with the colder weather and cold nights perhaps the frig would be about righ now.  We will see.

Starr has been sitting with me in the recliner, she loves to spend time with her daddy and is so happy to have me come home after spending a long day in her little bed beside a oil filled heater I borrowed from Steve, keeps the part of the room nice and warm for her.  Its the least I can do.  Also she gets a wet food every morning now and she loves it.

Tomorrow morning we walk and then I get to take the girls to Sabbath School.  Then sometime during the day the motorhome is supposed to be returned, I'll be glad to see it back, I'm anxious to use it again myself.  There is something very subtle that takes place when you rent something out.  It changes the way you feel about it, can't really explain but there is something different.  I think you become more detached from it.  Like I think I could handle it if I had to sell it now.  Still waiting to hear from the lender but I did get a letter from the HUD counselors today with suggestions of what to do while waiting and I'm going to follow that carefully.

Well the Sabbath is here and I'm so very glad to experience it.

Love to all,


Tim